So Many Possibilities (Inazuma Eleven Characters X Reader)

Journals (Midorikawa)

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Me: yohoo minna~ just a few more stories to go and it's off to the SPECIALS~

Midorikawa: what's so good about them anyway?

Me: hehe you'll just have to wait and see~

Fudou: I hope you're ok now. I don't want to read anymore "unnerving" stories from you.

Me: I'm kinda ok now, don't worry :3

Fudou: *pats Midorikawa's back* good luck pal, you're gonna need it...

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Midorikawa sat on his chair and gave out a huge sigh. He was so tired from school and from training, he just wanted to lay down in bed and doze off...but he can't.

He let turned on his desk lamp and took out a dark-green coloured notebook, it was his journal. The outside had the cover of a Math book so no one would suspect it. And seriously, who would ever willingly open a MATH book?

He flipped through the pages and found the blank page next to last page he previously wrote on. He took out a pencil and started to write:

September 3, Thursday

Today was a bore.

I'm going crazy because of Calculus in fact, I enjoyed Trigonometry waaayyyy better than it! The teacher wasn't even in today, they said she got sick and just left our class a bunch of seatwork to deal with till the end of her period.

Then after school, I had soccer practice. Nothing special happened, Akira-san just made us do the basics and had us do a practice match between offense and defence. After that, I went home.

Sigh...

Honestly, I'm just really bummed out that I didn't get to see (FN). It's been almost 6 weeks since they moved to the house across the street and since then, I've always seen her walk to school from the other side of the road. I've written about her in this journal everyday since I first saw her, what can I say? It's love at first sight.

I know this seems redundant, but I just can't get enough of thinking about her. The way her (EC) eyes shined in the sunlight when I first caught a glimpse of her was enchanting. Her (HC) hair moved with the gentle breeze looked so captivating and her regal poise made me fall for her willingly.

She's like a princess.

Since that day, I've always made the effort to come out of the house at the same time as her. Sometimes I get lucky and have eye-contact with her. But after a few moments, she'll look away with a hint of red splashed on her beautiful face. Even so, I'm very thankful for those encounters.

She's just...wow.

Have you ever got the feeling of wanting to be with someone so bad? That you want to talk to her and hold her hand and just enjoy the ambiance of her presence near you? I'm telling ya, I've never been this in love before in my life.

I want to get to know her better. I want to know what she likes, what makes her smile and what makes her laugh. I want to hold her hand as we walk together to school. I want to whisper sweet words to her ear and laugh at how cute her response is. I want to kiss her, to have her kiss me too... I also want to know what she's afraid of, so I can protect her from it.

I miss her. I haven't seen her in days and I'm getting worried. Gods, I just want to know if she's ok. I want to stay by her side forever. I want her to love me too but... I can't.

As much as I want us to be together, I'm just too much of a coward to tell her how I feel. I can't even talk to her in person! I'm so pathetic that I even had to ask her seatmate what her name was since I was too shy to ask her myself. I guess I can never have a chance with her since I can't even have the guts to say 'hi'.

All I can do now is to write how I feel for her in this journal.

It contains all the words I never got the chance to say, all the things I never had the courage to tell her and all the feelings I never got to portray. And just like this journal, my love for her will be hidden in plain sight; it's there, but she'll never get the chance to read it because she'll mistake it for something else.

Well, that's all for today.

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After sleeping for almost the whole day, (FN) sat up with a splitting headache. She glanced at her clock and saw that it was around 5:30pm. She sighed.

As much as it hurts for her to stand up and move around, she can't afford to miss not writing in her journal today. She turned on the lights and sat on her desk. She then opened the right drawer and took out (FC) coloured notebook. Her journal.

"I'll make this quick." She said under her breath as she struggled to write due to her headache.

September 3, Thursday

This day was so boring.

Because of this stupid cold, I didn't get to go to school today. Actually, I didn't go to school for days now!

Sigh...

I must've missed a lot of lessons in school by now. I really miss my friends right now...

But they're not the only ones I missed.

It's been almost 6 weeks since we've moved here, and it's been six months since I first saw that green-haired boy. I really thought he was cute. His eyes look so nice and he's really handsome too. He plays soccer at school. Sometimes, I'd watch him play before I go home from school. He's really passionate about playing and I guess it's one of the reason I fell for him so fast.

There was something about his smile and his eyes that captured my heart. When our eyes meet, I could feel myself getting warmer and am forced to look away...

Maybe because that's just how I am.

I really do like him, but I'm too shy to talk to him... if only he knows how much I wanted to tell him that I love him...

Midorikawa-kun...

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Me: and that's a wrap! Haha it's actually pretty good don't you think?

Fudou: not really... but it's better then the last two *shivers* those were just disturbing.

Me: *laughs nervously* (^^;) sorry, I was pretty ill back then, I didn't know what came over me.

Midorikawa: eh matte!!!!so what happens next?

Me: what do you mean?

Midorikawa: don't tell me this story's already done!

Me: *shrugs* I don't know actually...

Fudou: you're hopeless Akira...

Me: (^^;) don't worry I have a special plan for all my stories! (Kinda...)

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