I never gotta be having so much disappointance
Maybe the first time in my life, catching such annoyance
Which made my head, finally, turn down...
Now I'm stepping down into the depths of my heart
Searching out there what moment that was
Which made all these things to be so bad...
'Cause I didn't want anymore to feel so bad
So I wished for someone to make me glad
But silence is all I feel, like it always has been...
When it becomes dark, my eyes turns heavier
Screaming out, only if the things were a li'l steadier...
Just tell me why?
Why?
This is for me to face, there?
Why it's so much hurting me, here?
And why I called it fear???
Now I'm joining the dark shadows in the emptiness around
Leaving my lucky stars far behind, across the seas and the sky
Scared, I might never see 'em again...
It's slipping away and I don't care
Oh god! this is not fair
Only if I could do better than just being aware...
I am lost amongst the flames of this new season
Maybe I can't even trust my own intuitions
I just don't know why???
Another disillusioned day has past
Just tell me how long it will last...
So just tell me why?
Why?
This is for me to face, there?
Why it's so much hurting me, here?
And why I called it fear???
