I Don't Feel So Good

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It's been 3 weeks ever since Jake passed away. Everyone was still upset epically Camila. Lauren is trying to calm her down but nothing working. Camila was sober for 1/2 weeks, she's alcoholic. Camila always thought of herself that she was a bad mom to Jake, she thought its was her fault. She cuts, Lauren trying to stop her but nothing working.

Lauren- Camila! ( knocks on the door)

No Answer

Lauren- Camila!

No Answer
Camila- AHHH!
Lauren- MILA! ( opens the door) Cams where are you! ( sees blood dripping from the bathroom) CAMILA!
Camila- I'm a terrible person, I'm so ugly and a slut, this is all my fault
Lauren- no Camila stop! ( takes the pills away from her)
Camila- NO I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE!
Lauren- ( holds her) shhh! It's okay! ( rubs her back)
Camila- NO! ( cries in her chest)

5 Minutes Later
Lauren- ( comes downstairs)
Dinah- how is she?
Lauren- she's a sleep!
Ally- I feel so bad!
Lauren- I know she's thinks it's her fault
Normani- poor girl!
Camila- ( comes downstairs)
Lauren- Hey! Camila!
Camila- ( smiles weakly)
Lauren- you wanna watch a movie your favourite The Fault In Our Stars
Camila- okay
Lauren- okay I'll meet you downstairs

Camila's POVs
I still think it's my fault, but I have to shake it off. I changed into a white plain shirt, black booty short, and my slippers. I put on my glasses on, and put on the movie.

Lauren's POVs
Why is Camila acting like this? She's knows that it's not her fault is Becky's. I changed into a ninja turtle shirt, and black booty shorts. I grabbed the snacks and the movie. I choose The Fault In Our Stars because it's Camila's favourite and I want to cool off for what happened yesterday.

Lauren- your ready!
Camila- yeah! ( fakes smiles)

The Next Day

Camila's POVs
I decided to wake up at 4:30 before anyone else would wake up before me. I sneak out and I find the largest bridge. I know I shouldn't be doing this, but I have to this. I don't care if was Becky's fault, I deserve to die. I shouldn't bring him downstairs so nothing bad happened to him, but....I blew it. Now all I can to is.....JUMP!

Lauren POVs
It's 6:30 and Camila is not beside me. She's not in the bathroom, living room, and the kitchen. I get out of the hotel house, and I see a girl on top of a bridge. What kind a stupid girl is- what thats Camila! I have to stop her.

Camila- ( breathes) 1..2..3..4..5
Lauren- Mila! Stop! ( climbs on the ladder)
Camila- ( rolls her eyes) what do you want
Lauren- you have to stop this is crazy!
Camila- WELL I DESERVE TO DIE!
Lauren- no you don't this not your fault it's Becky's ( holds her hands )
Camila- I DON'T CARE IF ITS BECKY FAULT. I BLEW IT I SHOULDN'T BRING HIM TO THE PARTY....but it's to late!
Lauren- hey hey! ( cups her hands with her cheeks) this not your fault, okay you were a great mom, you are beautiful and amazing girl I ever met. I'm glad that I'm with you.
Camila- ( kisses her)
Lauren- ( kisses back)

They kiss for 6 minutes

Lauren- ( whispers) promise me you won't do this again
Camila- I promise!

Camila's POVs
It's my friend Sara 19th birthday party today, it's takes place at the Club VIP for only 18 and up. I changed into a mini red pencil that made my butt look really big, my black long sleeve crop top that went up to my belly button.

Lauren's POVs
I changed into a black mini pencil skirt, my black crop top, and my black pumps.

Lauren- your ready
Camila- yeah let's go!

At The Party

Camila's POVs
The party was a big big club. People were grinding on each other and making out. 12 boys slap my butt and Lauren never notice.

Lauren- hey you wanna go home
Camila- no your leaving
Lauren- yeah I'm tired
Camila- but it's only 9:00
Lauren- I know, bye ( walks away)
Camila- hey Sara
Sara- hey wanna drink!
Camila- no!
Sara- come on please!
Camila- oh fine

5 Minutes Later
Sara- ( really drunk) y.y.your s.s.s.so h.h.hot Ca.Cam.Camila ( fingers her)
Camila- ( not really drunk) mhmm ( moves her hand)
Sara- you wanna have fun
Camila- umm NOO
Sara- come on! ( bites her neck)
Camila- STOP! ( pushes her)
Sara- ( takes all of her clothes)
Camila- stop!
Sara- ( throws her in the bed)
Camila- STOP IT PLEASE!!!
Sara- tonight going to be fun
Camila- AHH!

With Lauren
Lauren- ( outside and it's 11:30)
Camila- ( walks in with messy hair)
Lauren- hey were where you
Camila- I wa.was at the party
Lauren- what's wrong
Camila- nothing I just don't feel well I
Lauren- I did you drink
Camila- no no! I have very tired ( walks upstairs)

Camila's POVs
How am I so post to tell Lauren that I was raped by my own best friend.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 10, 2015 ⏰

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