Falling In Love With Hansol Again ..

* Chapter 11 * Photos ..

-- Your P.O.V --

The photo album came out at dinner when Aunt Marie decided to make roast beef ..

After rummaging through many photos of Hansol and his growth over the years , I accidently dropped the photo album that caused a photo I had not seen in the album fall out ..

To my surprise , it was a photo of a little girl in a red poker dotted dress holding hands with little hansol playing a game in the park .

• Aunt Marie : " This was the first time I ever saw Hansol get along with you _______ " ..

• You & Hansol : " What ?! .. "

As it discovers , the little girl in the red poker dotted dress was none other than me ..

• Aunt Marie : " You two always fought with eachother , I thought you would never get on .. "

She silently smiles at the two of us as I realise how close Hansol is seated next to me ..

His hand nearly over lapping mine and my cheeks glowing crimson red ..

Meanwhile , Hansol was deep in thought ..

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-- Hansol's P.O.V --

I instinctly remember this point in time of my childhood and realize the little girl who is standing right beside me ..

The tomboy of a girl who had short black hair and never wore dresses in her life .. The girl who wasn't afraid to get mud on her clothes and twigs in her hair .. The girl who I sadly pushed away so many times because of how she persured herself ..

The first time I ever noticed she was a girl was when she wore that red poker dotted dress .. The last time I saw her face .. I remember so much of a little memory that never meant so much to me as of this moment ..

She was moving away , somewhere out of my reach , somewhere I will never get the chance to play with her again , a place that is unknown to me and my daily routines ..

I fell for her when she told me she loved me .. Then , she left ..

The same little girl with the beautiful red poker dotted dress , is sitting right beside me ..

I unconsciously hover my hand over hers and want to immediately re-enact the image infront of us ..

That kiss yesterday ..

Did it mean anything ? ..

How does she feel ? ..

Is it too soon to fall ? ..

No .. I need to control my emotions ..

Uni comes first ..

Wait .. When does she leave ? ..

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-- Your P.O.V --

While i ponder over what Hansol thinks , he softly spoke up and looked into my eyes ..

• Hansol : " When do you go back to England ? .. "

My heart jolts twice as fast as before ..

• You : " Whenever mother decides to say it's safe to come back .. "

For a moment , I saw a tinge of pain in his eyes as he softly smiles at me ..

Why do I have a feeling that I've seen this look before ? ..

His soft smile is killing me right now ..

I've felt this feeling before ..

I've been in love with him once before ..

But how do I feel now ? ..

Should I push aside these once earnest emotions and just continue to live my life here until returning home ? ..

I can't fall for him again , I might be called back anytime soon ..

As anxiety travels through my body , Hansol quietly gets up and offers his hand to me ..

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-- Hansol's P.O.V --

She looks deep in thought and it makes me want to feel how she is ..

I stand up and reach out to her in hope that she takes my hand ..

She looks up at me with pleading eyes and smiles ..

I know exactly what I want to do for her tonight .. A beautiful night like tonight cannot be wasted ..