Alex's POV
Can I just say, that Caspar with no shirt on is my new favorite sight. I could look at him all day. Anyways were were heading down to the pool and on the way there we caught up with Joe and Marcus. We were in the elevator and it was a bit awkward since we all knew that Joe still wasn't happy with the fact that Caspar and I were sharing a room. All of a sudden Joe speaks up and says,"Listen guys I'm sorry I overreacted before. I trust you both and I'm really sorry." I then said,"don't worry Joe I still love you!" While giving him a massive hug with a little peck on the cheek. Caspar said,"ya don't worry bro it's alright." Then we got to the lobby and ran outside to the pool! Jim,Tan,Zoe,and Louise were already by the pool with four seats reserved next to them for us. I picked my sunbathing chair and started to take off my cover up dress. I found this a bit awkward cause I saw Caspar staring at me again. Yes, I notice things like that. But I took it off then lied on the sunbathing chair trying to get my tan on all the girls were tanning while the guys were hanging around in the pool I was just laying there listening to music when all of a sudden I feel someone pick me up. I start freaking out until I noticed it was Caspar. "OH MY GOD CASPAR STOP!!" I yelled as we were the only people at the pool. He then threw my in and jumped in afterwards. When he came up from under the water, I said,"I was trying to tan." He then replied," which is boring! I was expecting to hang out with you in the the pool not play in the pool with the guys while the girls tan!" "Well fine now that I'm in, what do you want to do?" I said. Nothing was said afterwards by Caspar. We kinda just stared into each others eyes, which is when I realized how close we were and the fact that Caspar was leaning in. Wait. CASPAR WAS LEANING IN. And my thoughts were cut off with his lips crashing onto mine. I kissed back. Why? Because I felt something when his lips touched mine. I felt something right away. But then I realized something. Caspar and I were in a pool, with Joe, Marcus, Jim, Tan, Zoe, and Louise sitting on chairs with a clear view of us kissing. When I realized this, I pulled away, only to notice the fact that Joe was staring at us. I think Caspar realized as well, because when I looked back at Caspar, he wasn't even there. He had grabbed a towel and ran away into the hotel. So I got out of the pool expecting Joe to be there so that I can explain this to him, but he wasn't. I had no idea where he was. Could he have ran after Caspar and I didn't realize? Or could he have just walked away in disappointment? Since I have no clue, I was gonna grab my stuff and head up to my room to hopefully find Caspar or Joe (hopefully not together arguing) to either explain to Joe what happened or talk to Caspar about this. But when I was going to head off, Zoe said,"so what was that?" With a smirk on. I explained to all the girls,"so he kinda leaned in and kissed me. And the reason I kissed back was because I felt something. Some kind of feeling that I've never felt before. It was a new kind of feeling I guess." "I think you fancy him." Louise said. "I honestly don't know at this point." I said with a sigh. "Well I'm gonna go look for either Joe or Caspar, whoever I run into first." Tanya then said,"Joe said he was gonna go talk to Caspar. He didn't seem too happy." As soon as I heard that I ran into the hotel and pressed the elevator button and when it opened I stepped in and pressed the button for the 14th floor(which is obviously the floor that we were on) and while the elevator was going up I was thinking of what Joe can be talking to Caspar about. Threatening him? Or maybe some physical shit was going down? Every time I thought of something the elevator would get slower and slower. But eventually, the elevator stopped and I ran out to find Joe banging on Caspar and I's door. He was yelling,"LET ME IN YOU PRICK OPEN THE DOOR NOW!!!" I walked up to home and pulled him aside and said,"Joe you need to stop. You really do. I'm 21 years old for gods sake! And your treating me like an 8 year old. I can kiss or go out with any boy I want and you can't do anything about it." Joe just looked at me with a sigh, and then said "your like the little sister I never had. That's why I feel like I have to take care of you and make sure no one breaks your heart or messes with it. I'm sorry but I love you and I don't want anything happening to you." I then said, "okay. Just go back to the pool with everyone while I have a chat with Caspar. And just so you know, Caspar came onto me. But still please don't worry about it. I'm not a baby." Joe replied,"alright. Just make sure you ONLY talk. Nothing else." I looked at him and rolled my eyes annoyingly. Joe left and I walked into Caspar and I's room. I found Caspar lying on his bed. I walked up to his bed went to the side that he was facing and I kneeled down to talk to him. He looked at me and said "I'm sorry. I didn't mean too. It kinda just happened you know like your just so beautiful and kind and sweet and funny and the moment that I met you I just fell in love. So when we we're in the pool looking into each other's eyes I just couldn't help myself." I then replied," Caspar don't worry about it. Please? You don't need to be sorry. The only reason I pulled away a little bit after was because I realized that everyone could have been watching us so I just got worried so I pulled away. Don't think that it was you because it wasn't. I'll be honest. I really liked it." Caspar just looked at me with his beautiful deep blue eyes. I leaned in and I kissed him. Nothing big. Just a little peck on the lips. He then spoke up and said, "where did Joe go?" "I told him to go back to the pool. I also I gave him thee 'I'm not a little girl speech' and he wasn't to happy about it but he went downstairs." I said. All of a sudden we heard a knock at the door...
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