Who Am I?

Lost In Your Eyes

"Listen, it's not that easy. I have no memory of getting your teeth, neither does any of the other fairies. It's like you never existed" Tooth explained, putting her hand on my shoulder.
"So, I had no life before this? Before... death?" I asked, looking down.
"No that's not it. I think we just need to search by your name. What.... Is your name? If I may ask" Tooth said, dropping her hand from my shoulder.
"Elsa Snow" I said in a firm voice, not wanting it to crack.
"Okay Miss. Snow, let's get your memories back" Tooth said and smiled.
"How long will it take?" I ask, pinching my fingertips and biting my inner lip nervously.
"It all depends on year, date, and age. The tooth vault is very... Organized"
I could tell the room temperature dropped, everyone but Frost was getting goose bumps.
"Jack, cut it out. This is no time for jokes" Tooth said, glaring at him.
It wasn't me for sure. But when it happens because of me I'm nervous, but it hasn't happened in ages. So why would frost be nervous?
"Sorry" he says.
"Why are you nervous?" I ask, turning around to face him.
"I'm not nervous, why would you think I'm nervous?" He nervously asks.
I lightly gasp and come to the conclusion "Have you seen my memories?"
"I-It was an accident! I was searching for my little sisters memories and instead I found yours" he backed away "I'm not sure you even want to see them!" He reached into his pocket "but if you do, I came prepared. Here you go" he threw a golden tube at me. I caught it and examined it, it had my face on the front but I had brown hair.
I slid my thumb over the tube. I slowly opened it and and saw a big light blue diamond like shape, surrounded by other small colored diamonds. I pushed my thumb onto the diamond and the scenery instantly changes.
I'm on some kind of boat. ( ;) )
It's the only way! We have to do this gerda!" A man with a moustache and orange hair says, running around the boat.
"We can't just abandon her! She's our daughter!" A woman with brown hair says, following the man.
The sky was a perfect shade of blue with silky white patches of clouds.
"What will we do when we interfere with that? Huh? She is going to ****** a ******** and you know it!" The man says.
The woman has no words after that.
"Now, get Anna and put her lifejacket on, were leaving this boat for people to find." He says and slips a lifejacket onto himself.
They are faking their deaths? Why?
"We don't know that yet! We could try and reverse what we did, find a way to fix all of this!" The woman comes out with a small child with small red pigtails. She looks to be only 4 or 5.
The woman and small child got onto the life raft as the man lit a match.
"There's no going back" The man whispers "Elsa, we love you"
I let out a small gasp.
"Father?"
He looks around worriedly and drops the match. Flames erupted in front of me. I stepped back, feeling the heat on my cheeks as it grew bigger. I look up to my father to find scared eyes looking back at me. He backs away from the flames and gets onto the life raft, starting the motor with one swift jerk. He looks back one more time before speeding away in the little boat.
I lost them for good.
Everything slowly faded after that. Seeing them give up on me so quickly, it filled me with so much dread, so much sadness, I wished I had been on that boat when it burned.
To be honest. I didn't want to wake up. I wanted to stay like this forever, to not have to bare the burden of being left behind.
So many have wished, pleaded for this. But none have had their wish granted.
We all have to wake up someday.
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I slowly opened my eyes.
It was dark. All I could see was Ice and Frost (Earlier book Refrence :D) all over the walls and Windows, blocking out all rays of light possible. I sat up and tried to rub my eyes, only to be cut along my cheek.
I whimpered as it started to sting. I looked down at my hands seeing them blocked off by steel hand cuffs.
"What?" I whispered, examining the cuffs.
A door slowly opened and a hand with a lantern emerged from it, then someone walked in.
"Why am I here?" I asked, standing up.
From what I could see, the man had red hair and sideburns and blue eyes. He sat the lantern down and walked towards me.
"I couldn't just let them kill you" He said, walking closer.
"Kill me? N-No. You don't understand. I don't belong here!" I tried to walk closer but the chains pulled me back "Please. You have to tell them to let me go!"
"I will-" he fell to the ground, lifeless.
I jumped back in fear, breathing heavily and started to shake.
"Oh my gosh"I whispered, backing all the way into the corner. I slid down the wall and buried my head into my knees.
"Please, help" I cried, shaking profoundly.
I looked up to see the image had changed. I was back in the room in the workshop.
"Its okay, your okay" A voice whispered, rocking us back and forth. I felt tear streaks on my cheeks.
Flurries were flying around us as we sat there. But that soon turned to fear.
"Please, help me!" I cried out. He's coming to kill me.
I jumped up and looked around. I began panicking and saw a staircase that led to the ceiling.
I ran towards it and climbed the stairs quickly.
"Elsa! Stop!" Someone yelled.
I can't let them catch me. Once I reached the roof, figures surrounded the edges on the roof.
Snow swirled around me as I looked for an opening.
All I saw was those black figures. The sky turned a dark grey as snow continued to swirl.
Then, all at once, they disappeared.
And formed my father.
"Why are you doing this!" I yell, backing away from him.
"I'm trying to protect you" He says, stepping forward.
"Protect me from what!?"
"Yourself" He whispers, putting his hand on my cheek.
Tears wield up in my eyes.
He turns to dust as I lose my footing.
"No, No!" I scream as I fall from the roof. I managed to grab the edge of the roof.
"Help Me! Is anyone there!? Help me please!" I cry out.
It felt as if I had been hanging there forever.
Small snowflakes began to fall onto my hands.
"Poor helpless Snow. Always was an outcast. Never seen. Never heard. Never loved. I'm surprised you're still here" Pitch said, looking down at me "It would be terrible if you'd just" she pushed my hand off the edge "slipped"
She hit my other hand, sending me off the edge.
But luckily for me, I caught myself.
"Get out of here before I make you" I growled, floating in front of her.
She growled under her breath and disappeared.
Everything faded into darkness after that.
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I gasped as my eyes shot open.
A door opened and Frost ran in.
"You're awake!" He said and walked towards me.
I held my hand up, signaling him to stop. I made a frost cloak over me and pulled the hood over my head.
"You're right. I should've never seen my memories" I looked down and crossed my arms over my chest.
I felt him sit beside me.
"I shouldn't have tried to stop you either" He said softly "you deserve to know your own past"
It was all just a dream?
"Hey, look at me" He whispered.
I couldn't muster up the courage to look him in the eye right now.
He put his finger under my chin and softly made me look at him "Don't be sad about your past, it only makes it worse" He whispered.
I seemed to have gotten lost in his eyes after that. All of my worry and sadness disappeared.
"I'll leave you to rest" He stood up and smiled lightly at me.

I'm back my little cute Muffins :D
I'M UPDATING ALL OF MY BOOKS TONIGHTTTTT!!!!! I apologize for leaving :(
That book Refrence was from a book that got deleted if anyone wanted to know.
Off to update two more!