Who Am I?

Your Choice

It's been a week since I saw my memories. I've locked myself in my room, not letting anyone in. I've shut them all out.
I've been avoiding any thoughts that included my past, it's too much for me to handle right now.
My room is covered in ice. Spikes have grown all around me, daring to puncture my skin.
Every day, I wish that I hadn't seen my memories. But what would've stopped me then? Who was going to persuade me to let go of the past? To save me from falling?
The answer?
I had a chance to stop myself, but I didn't. I was too caught up in the past, I wasn't living in the present. So how would I have stopped myself?
I felt something trickle down my arm as tears flooded my eyes. I look down and find a spike was shoved into my shoulder.
"Help" I whispered. My voice was gone from crying.
The pain intensified as I thought about what had happened. I slowly pulled the spike out of my shoulder and threw it to the ground. A blood trail was left behind it as it glided along the floor.
I stood up on my bed, avoiding any more spikes, and jumped over them. When my feet hit the floor, I hit the floor.
I stood up and put pressure on my shoulder to slow down the bleeding. I caught myself on the door and turned the doorknob and leaned on the wall beside it. I sound the door open and pushed myself out the door. I need to get downstairs, to the rest of the group.
I slowly descended the stairs and ran towards norths office. Catching myself with the door, I barge in and find no one there.
My entire arm was covered in blood by the time I reached the globe. I pushed the button and called the group with the northern lights.
Then everything went black.
She's lost a lot of blood.
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Go get the bandages
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He passed out...
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We're going to have to stitch her up.
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We need
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I hear myself scream.
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Stay with us!
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I gasp for air as I wake up. My eyes were still closed, but I'm awake.
I finally manage to open my eyes and look around.
A crowd of worried faces were all around me.
"Thank goodness your okay!" Tooth exclaimed, wiping her cheeks.
"We lost you for a second there" North says, helping me sit up.
Sandy was on my lap, hugging me as soon as I sat up.
I looked around, trying to find bunny and Jack.
Tooth saw me and answered my question.
"Jack passed out from all the blood and bunny took him out of the room" She faintly smiled and wiped her cheek again.
"I need to get to Jack" I faintly manage to say.
North helps me stand up and walk me down the hallway. When we get to jacks room, I'm very very dizzy.
Bunny looks at me and smiles widely.
"Glad you're back mate" He says and stands up "Do you remember what happened?"
"Bunny, not now. She just woke up" North says and helps me over to Jack.
"He should be up any minute now" Bunny says and helps me sit down.
"Could you maybe, give us a minute?" I whisper and look at Jack.
"Okay, call if you need us" Tooth says and walks out behind everyone else.
I'm sitting by his head, so I take advantage of it.
I run my hand through his hair and pet his head. In a way, I feel bad for him right now.
I smile and slide off the bed. I sit on my knees and put my arm over the the mattress and lay my head down. I continue to pet his head as I listen to his breathing. It's calming somehow.
I look at his lips and see a small smile. I look back up to his eyes and see them still closed.
"That feels great" He chuckles.
I smile and stay quiet.
"How is Elsa? I didn't mean to pass out like that"
I stay silent and stopped petting his head.
He turns over and sighs.
"Just leave me be for a little while" He sighed.
I wish I could say something. I frowned and stood up, looking down at him sadly.
I walked towards the door and walked out. Why did I do that? I can't talk! I don't know what happened, I just can't talk.
I shut his door behind me and walked down the hallway.
As I'm walking down the hallway, screams filled the air. I panicked and ran down to the globe room where I see bunny on the ground with an arrow in his shoulder.
Tooth had his head in her lap as everyone circled around them defensively.
I am suddenly pushed against the wall by something. Of course that something had to be pitch.
"Hello again darling. Miss me?" She asks and brings her hands to my neck "Once I'm done with you, I'm going to leave you alive long enough to see your friends go down with you" She smiled and squeezed my neck with as much force as she could.
She looked down to my shoulder and saw my wound.
"Oh, looks like you have a little something right here" she released one of her hands and pulled of my bandage "this will be more fun than I thought!"
She dug her finger into my wound, breaking all of my stitches.
I couldn't scream, so what's left is silent cries and held back tears.
"Oh, you can't talk? Well, let's fix that so they can hear and watch"
I suddenly let out a scream of pain as she continued digging deeper into my shoulder. I can feel the blood streaming down my arm and dripping onto the floor.
"JA-" She covered my mouth with her bloody hand.
"That would be rude, now wouldn't it?" She asked, throwing me to the floor.
"Lets go check on Mr. Frost shall we?" She pulled me up and forced me to walk up the stairs. I began feeling dizzy and faintish as we got closer to his room.
She basically broke his door down and pushed me inside.
He jumped up in his bed from the sudden noise.
"Ah, Mr. Frost! It's very delightful to see you again! You have two choices. Help your girlfriend here or help your fellow guardians" she walked up to him and placed her finger under his chin, forcing him to look at her "your choice"
"G-Go help the guardian's Jack" I whispered.
Everything began to get blurry.
"Go Jack" I managed to say before falling unconscious.
Jacks Pov
Elsa had blood dripping down her entire right side as she laid there.
"Your choice" She whispered.
Forgive me.