Missing you

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"MAYA!! Don't... Don't go... Not now! I need you! Maya!!" I yelled in my sleep. Then my mom rushed in. "Riley.. Riley sweetie!" My mom said. I woke up in a pool of sweat. "Mom... Mom I... I'm sorry." I said crying in her shoulder. "Same dream?" She asked. "Mom.. I'm sorry. I miss her so much. I can feel her still with me. But I wish she was really her. Why did she have to leave me!" I cried. "Sweetie. They didn't know about the cancer until later. It's not her fault." She said. "I know. But it feels like it's my fault. I wish I could have helped her.." I cried more. "It's ok. Go to sleep it's 2:00" my mom said then left the room. I looked at the bay window. "It's ok riles. I'm right here. I love you still. I miss you too." Maya said. Like I said. I can see her. "I want to come with you Maya. I miss you so much! Why did you leave me?" I asked. "I never wanted to leave you Riley. I'm so sorry! Please stay here for me. Oh won't you stay with me? Cause your all I need. This ain't love it's clear to see. But darlen stay with me." Maya sang to me. She is still in the outfit that I gave her the friendship ring in. Maya jumped I the bed with me. "Do you still have the ring?" I asked. "I never took it off ever since I died. I never knew I had cancer Riley. I'm sorry." Maya said. "It's ok. Just don't leave." I said then I fell asleep with Maya's spirit next to me singing.