Is it Fair? (GirlxGirl)

Date?!

Alyssa Valdez

Kanina pa ako nakatitig sa ulap pero wala pa ring buwan at butuin. Kailan kaya sila lalabas? Ang hirap namang makakita ng shooting star dito. I've been waiting for them to come out everynight im here laying on my balcony.

I miss Philippines. Yung pag gabi at may problema ang meralco, lalabas kami ni Rachel at hihiga sa damuhan. Kung saan makikita namin ang butuin at buwan sa gabi. Kaso iba na ngayon, im already alone and the sky is totally grey in it's colour. The clouds are alone too.

*buzz *buzz

My phone has been buzzing for many times, but i don't care. Kung sino man yan, kailangan na niyang tumigil. She's bothering the heck out of me. I don't want to be bothered every time im into deep thoughts.

Deep thought runs my time fast. That's true tho, I love day dreaming. Specially when dreaming with someone in the future. I wish Rachel is here, pag kami pa siguro we probably talking about our future together. I admit it, i still miss her. Miss not love.

Love is not in my vocabulary anymore. I just wanted to focus on something important right now. And that's my studies. It's been 5 days since we started our classes in our School. Everything seems too fast. It's like a wave of thunder storms. I wonder---

*buzz *buzz

"Damn it." I groaned getting my phone inside my pocket. Napasabunot nalang ako ng makita ko ang pangalan ni Steffie.

Steffie Scott
'Ei! Kelsey is staying for the night and im worried that she's afraid to sleep with me. Can you pick up Dennise at her house? And with that I am asking you two to stay in my house for the night. See you! XOXO.'

"Really?" I asked my phone before getting up from the ground.

Nakakita na ba ako ng bagong mga kaibigan? Hindi ko alam. All I know is that, I am getting along with them. Hanging out and etc that friends does every time they are together.

Speaking of friends, Dennise is one of them. I don't really understand myself why i said that I like Dennise. Sure! I like her, but not that as much as I like Rachel. She is a friend, more than a friend yet less than a friend. Complicated huh?

Frankly speaking she's one of the best girl i've ever met. She's too perfect, she is every boy's dream and maybe girls too. Since day one, i like her. That's it, and i don't fucking know why im stressing myself because of that.

Maybe im just afraid? Afraid of what? I don't know. I can't settle down my feeling for her, tho i realized that confessing that I like her was way too fast. Maybe she is right, maybe this is just an admiration or infatuation feeling. Oh gosh! Im such a weird and complicated person.

"Mom can I stay at Steffie's house for the night?"

"Huh? Why's that? It's already 9 in the evening." Mom said putting down the book she's reading. She takes off her eye glasses and gives me a confused look.

"It's because Kelsey is in their house. And i think she needs someone to sleep with her in the other room." Am i saying it right? I guess so.

"Really? How many are you who's going to sleep in there?"-Mom

"Frankly speaking, we are four."

"Who is the other one?"-Mom

"Dennise?" I said putting a question mark at the end.

"Okay. You can go. You take care okay?"-Mom

I smiled and gave her a kiss on her cheek. "Goodnight mom. Loveyou."