Is it Fair? (GirlxGirl)

Stefianie Scott...

I was trying to open my eyes but all I can see was darkness. I don't know where I am. It's all dark and grey. I tried it again and finally I saw the lights, but my eyes immediately rolled at the back of my head because of a sudden pull of darkness. I tried it again but still the darkness always wins.

It is exhausting. This darkness and lightness are killing me! No ones even winning! Like seriously?! They even left me hanging in the dark grey part! I am tired of choosing whom im going to. I tried following the light but the dark is always pulling me away from it. Until it's the last thing I was into. The darkness. As long as I don't want in there, the light doesn't like me either.

Everything was blurry when I opened my eyes. I can hear car horns, the sounds of the rushing people around. The cold wind whipped my face when I tried to get into siting position. My eyes were really blurry, i can't even see a damn good image of people around. But I know they were panicking for some reasons I don't know.

"She can't make it here! Nurses! The stretcher! Hurry up!" A desperate voice filled up my head. I looked around me and I thank God for finally making my sight as clear as glass.

A Doctor. That was the first two words which came into my mind after seeing a tall man with white uniform. He has two mens beside him, working with a helpless lady laying on the stretcher. I tried to look at her but then a loud sounds of sirens got my attentions.

"Let's go nurses! Come on!"

"Doc we need the Hospital's..."

"Damn it! She's already dying! We don't have so much time for damn permissions!"

"But..."

"Shut the fuck up and drive!"

It was quiet amusing hearing a Doctor swore. That's unusual for me to hear, because mostly of the Doctors I know, they were really good at their words. They don't say bad words or anything.

"Who's car is this?" A guy in a cop's uniform asked one of his buddy.

"Stefanie Scott."

Stefanie Scott.

Stefanie Scott.

Stefanie Scott...

"What the fuck?!" I yelled out loud when I looked at him.

He also looked at me and i can see sadness in his eyes. I walked towards him and looked at the papers he's holding. There are two id's on his hands. One is a driver's license and the other one is a School's Id.

The guy walked pass me, talking with the other cop. When I tried to follow them, a wet road caught my eyes. I looked along it until my eyes stopped at the fucking red light.

"No." I whispered to myself before looking down on my car. It was flipped, the wheels are on top while the seats are at the bottom.

I didn't know how to react, all I know is just. I just want to stare at it. I can't even move because of shock. I can't even do a thing! For me to get back to my body. The road is wet not because of some fucking water or what. But it is wet because of my blood.

The sirens, the doctors and the cops. What the fuck happened?!

I was trying to get my phone that slipped on my hands. I was talking to Kelsey those times until I forgot that I am driving on a steep road. And everything...

"Poor kid. She should have follow the rules."

"I know. Rules are for people's safeties anyway!"

"I guess we'll go at the Hospital for some investigations about this incident."

With that I felt my tears fell down on my cheeks. I am such an asshole. I didn't mean to break the rule. And mostly... I didn't mean to end my own life.