Deprived of His Love

Chapter 5 :

   It was an unknown number...thats weird. I picked up my phone and answer.

" Hello" I say happily. " Hi is this Ella Williams friend of Peyton Clark?" They say in all seriousness. " Yes it is" I say concerned. " Hi I am Peyton's older sister Emily. We haven't met because I live in California I only come to Texas during holidays." She says. " Hi Emily, I am not trying to be pushy by all means but is something wrong?" I say in a very worried tone. "I am so sorry to deliever this news to you but you were her closest friend and..." I interupt and say " Wait were? I still am her closest friend. Is she okay? Please just tell me!" I plead. " Ella, today Peyton was in a car accident and passed away instantly from the impact on the car." She says as she starts to cry. "Thank you for telling me. I will come by in a little while when Ryan gets home because he has my car. I am so sorry Emily. Bye" I say crying. "Bye Ella" she says.

I immediatley call my mom.

"Hello" She answers. "Mom...Peyton." I slowly say. " What happend with Peyton, Ella? Why are you crying?" she asks worried. " She got in a car accident and she died mom. Why? Why did she have to go? She has done nothing but good. Why does she have to die? " I ask. " Oh Ella. I am so sorry. Peyton was like a daughter to me. I loved her and will still continue to. I would come home if I could but the weather is so bad here that any transportation is not possible. I will call you later on sweetie, I love you so much. Take care okay?" She says as she starts crying. "I will mom. I love you too Bye" I say as I am bawling my eyes out.

Ryan walks in and sees me on the couch holding a stuffed cheetah from Build-A-Bear that me and Peyton made for cheer. The room is all dark and only the light from outside is peaking through the windows. He runs over and looks into my eyes and says " Ella are you okay? Whats wrong?" I reply " Peyton...she ..she passed away in a car accident today..." I start crying hysterically. He just holds me.

I feel like apart of me left. I feel like my life has no point anymore. Yes I still have Rachael and Lilly, but the friendship between me and Peyton is different. I told her things that I never would even think about telling Rachael or Lilly. She was my sister. We cheered together, we did a handshake before and after every competition on the mat. We did everything the same. We always were twinning at practice. We both are flyers and do everything the same in the air. Our coaches knew how good of friends we were together. She was the only friend that was allowed to stay all night on a school night. She was my everything. We cried together when one of us had a heartbreak. I just want her to come back. I wish this was just a dream.

Ryan holds me for three hours. I cry straight and completely space the fact I told Emily I would go over there when Ryan got back. It's okay i'll go now. It is only 5:30. So I get up clean my face and straighten my hair and throw on Miss Me jeans, Sperry's , and a v-neck. Nothing special. I pick up my stuffed cheetah and walk out the door without saying bye to Ryan.So I texted him...

To Ryan : I went over to Peyton's house to talk to her parents. Be home soon. Thank you Ryan for listening to me. It means a lot. Xoxo

From Ryan: Okay be safe. Tell them I am sorry for there loss and my deepest prayers go to them. It is hard because I know Peyton and have gone to school with her my whole life. She was a wonderful person. Your beyond welcome on the help. I hate seeing you sad.

I didn't answer because I got to Peytons. I walked in and I saw her mom on the couch. I sat down next to her and we just cried and cried. We held eachother and could not stop crying. I walk up to Peytons room and lose it even more. It was hard because her room was covered in pictures of us just like mine was.

I miss her already so much. Cheer practice tomorrow is going to be so hard.

I love you Pey. Rest in Peace. You are such an amazing person, you helped me through so much. I will NEVER forget you. I couldnt if I tried. See you when I arrive. ♥

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Short chapter I know! But I have to go to tumbling and I will add tonight afterwards!

Enjoy!