Deprived of His Love

Chapter 4:

 Enjoy my loves Xx ♥

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Ryan's POV

I wake up and am satisfied. For a virgin, it was the best I ever had. I didn't wanna stick around to long just because I don't wanna get attached. I've had that happen before, it didn't turn out good at all.

So I get in the shower, change and make sure Ella is still sleeping. She looks beautiful sleeping. Quit Ryan. You don't wanna settle down, that's not your thing remember? Who am I kidding I think I am the one who got attached from us hooking up. I really don't know what this feeling is. Am I in love? Is this what love feels like? I mean I have been with all the girls in my school and have never felt this. What is going on.

As I walk out the door I immediately call my friend Clay Adams. We've been friends since like birth.

He answers with " Yo dude whats up?" I responded " Oh nothing but we have an issue. " Uhh alright what?" he asks concerned. " You know how I texted you about how I was going to try and hook up with Ella?" I ask. " Yep what about it?" he asks casually. "Well I think I have feelings. Like I can't stop thinking about her." I say in a depressed sound. " What? You're kidding, you don't ever give a damn about the girls you hook up with and now you do? Whats wrong with you?" he says in a surprised way. " Look dude you gotta help me out before I go give my heart to this girl that seems so amazing to me." I plead. " I got you dude! Don't worry, just head on over here and we will figure this out." He says. " Alright dude thanks! I'll be there soon. Bye" I respond "See ya".

I hope this works. Because if not, then here soon I will not be single anymore.

Ella's POV:

I feel more than wanted. I feel like a princess. I have everything a girl could want and now I am actually wanted. I would give everything I own away just to keep this forever. I just hope he feels the same .

Our parents decided that sense Ryan's house wont be finished getting remodeled for another 3 months that there trip will be extended till then. That means one thing. Ryan. Me . Alone yet together for 3 months. Thank the lord, how am I so lucky that this happened?

Then I get a text...

From Ryan: Hey Ella.Last night was great. It was good getting to know you without using words. I am gonna be at my friend Clay's house for a while. Go ahead and get something to eat and don't wait on me. See ya soon :)

To Ryan: Have fun Ryan, I already grabbed subway...I couldn't wait. Last night was great:)

From Ryan: Haha well I'm glad you didn't wait. Maybe we can make last night repeat again soon. It will feel like Deja Vu. ;) I gotta go because we are almost to Applebee's.

To Ryan: I'm fine with that;) and alright have fun!

Wow. I literally am excited to wake up everyday. I don't have to leave my house to have fun anymore. Everything I have always wanted that money can't buy is right before my eyes. I need to text my girls about this.

Group Message to Peyton, Rachael, and Lilly: Hey girls. So take a wild guess on how my night went!

From Peyton: Kissed?

From Lilly: Felt up?

From Rachael: He swiped your v-card?

To Peyton, Rachael, and Lilly: Ding Ding Ding we have a winner. Rachael congrats!

From Peyton: WHAT!!!

From Lilly: OMG how was it?

From Rachael: knew it. Was he good?

To Peyton, Rachael, and Lilly: It was good I guess. Idk it happened so fast but I gotta go! Ryan's home;)

From Peyton: Don't get pregnant! Safe sex! haha bye!

From Lilly: See ya hoe!:)

From Rachael: Bye!

Ryan walks in and I pretend to be sleeping on the couch. Suddenly I feel someone scoop me up and walk me upstairs and tuck me in. Awe. All of the sudden I "wake up" and throw a pillow at him and he turns around and I just strip to my bra and underwear. Honestly I didn't know I was doing that, it's like my body just did it. Then he just turns the light off and crawls on top of me and well it was Deja Vu to me.

2 weeks later.

I am kind of getting tired of this every night sex thing with Ryan. It is the same thing every day. I wake up he isn't there, he comes home around 430 and we hang out for a little bit. Then we go get dinner and come home then BAM we are in bed doing our thing. I hate it. I think it is time to tell him that....

Then all of the sudden I get a phone call...

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Cliffhanger! Hope you enjoyed! I'll update either later tonight or tomorrow after school!

Xoxo- love_mckenzie