Stay High

Chapter 2

"I'm ready to run."

I walked slowly through the mirror and found out that mom has came and leave a pair of new and clean clothes and sneakers.

This clothes is so ............. nowadays.

I wore that clothes properly and there's a letter right on my bed. Obviously, not a love letter.

"Janella , my sweetheart. I need to go to Poland today. My business become way better and i really need to come there. I'm the president there. Okay?
I leave some bucks right in your bag. I hope that enough for 1 week.
I love you nella.
-sincerely, mom."

Nah. I already knew. This shitty business stuff happened when i was 6. I used to be happy untill she leave me for a month or even several months.

I obviously missed my dad and our quality time together. Extremely better than i smoke those ciggaretes , weed and smoke pot.

My life would be better if my dad still here.

I grabbed my bag and used my sneakers. Wow. Branded stuff and ofcourse expensive.

I walked lazily and took my ciggars from my pocket , placed it in my lips and burnt it separately.

"This is life, Nella. Stay high."
Ethan's words kept running in my head as everytime i smoke.
I laughed a little as ciggars remind me of Ethan. He is the one who teached me to be a Smoker.

I threw my half ciggars away and started to ran. Holy cow. I love my school. It's only 500 m from my home.

Lita called me.
And i bumped into someone.
I fell down.

A GUY.

I stared at him and he stared at me back. "Let me help you, lady."
I wrapped my hand on put it on my chest, raised my eyebrow and staring at him deeply.

"Who do you think you are?!"

It feels like my anger emotions comes out lately.
Overall he is cute.
No. No. He isn't.

"I'm sorry about this thing. I'm about to go to my new school. Oh please. Do i need to pay or something?"

His voice was sucks. Teribbly sucks.

I stared at him for the last time and walked away really fast.

I think he laughed when i walk away.

School time. Lita waited for me there. At the school gate.

Why do summer has to passed so quickly?!