do you remember

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Do you remember?
I sure do.
I remember being there for you while I was crying
Every time you hit ignore when you saw my number was just another scar to hide from my mother.
Do you remember all the times we weren't fighting.
I sure do. I remember falling out if the tree and running away with you
Remember putting our names on the tree that had been there as long as our friendship?
I sure do its still there.
Do you remember when I looked back walking away for the last time in the rain.
I do the garage door slowly closed. I was to scared to hug you.
You then sent me a message
Do you remember?
I didn't mean for your grandma to catch me crying.
I didn't want to get you into trouble.
Well I guess it doesn't matter what you remember the memories kill me but you still make more. I hope it's great being able to hold it all in. Or maybe not even think twice.
I'm really sorry I left
I'm sorry it was my fault
I'm so fucking sorry that I tried to kill myself.
I'm sorry for being so stupid as too forget and give up
It was my fault. It still is.
I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore.
But I'm fucking sorry

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