I Live In STL
I Got Love For STL
But
I Gotta Leave STL
The huSTLe Is Real..
~Said A Wise Man
I Knew I Was Different From Other Girls When I First Turned 13 . Although My Looks Are Average Now, Darkskin, Dark Blonde And Brown Hair That Stopped A Little After My shoulder, Stood At 5'3, and nice shape , Back Then Was Different I Felt Different But I Guess The Stuff That I Went Thru Made Me The Young 16 Year Old I Am Today. I Popped Back Into Reality when I heard my aunt Sissy scream My name. "Yes," I Responded not getting up. "Get Yo Ass Down Here And See What I What," I Rolled My Eyes and mumbled under my breath heading down stairs. "Yes," I huffed.
"Fix Ya Damn Face And Turn the Air on. Lisa gotta work so go pick up Lina, she staying the week."
"Pick her up from where," I sighed.
"Her House stop asking stupid questions and get out my face," she said slipping her wig off. I Walked upstairs grabbed my gold Adidas and headed back down stairs "She crazy if she think I'm walking to pine lawn and it's this damn hot she got me messed up,"I whispered to myself. I Quickly grabbed 5 dollars out her purse and hurried out of the door. As Soon as I caught up to the bus stop the bus drove off. Ugh I Know he saw me . I Started Walking and got lost in my thoughts.
(Flashback)
sorry dyil i Can't take care of you, I'm only a baby myself, I love you very much and as soon as things start calming down ima come get you baby , you hear me .?" I Burst Into tears "but I don't.... Wanna go with aunt sissy," I chocked. "I know but it's only for a while. Give me a hug cuddle bug." We Hugged and that was the last time I saw her and that was 9 years ago .
(Flashback Over)
HONK "Get Out The Way."
I Jumped Back Realizing I was passing the street on a green light. My phone started ringing ,(Zooaup fetty WAP)
Me*Hello .?
Sissy-Where The fuck you at .?
Me*Picking Up Lina!!
Sissy-don't yell at me, I know you took that 5 out my purse why you didn't take the bus .?
Me* i-
Sissy-you know what shut up and hurry up, I got a date tonight so you and Lina gone be by yo self and Demaris coming by later tonight.
Me*Alright have fu-
CLICK.
That witch hung up on me. A Car pulled up besides me and a dark skin man rolled his window down . He Was cute, his sponged hair and diamond earring in both of his ears, but I'm not looking for anybody .
"You good ma, it's about to rain soon."
His deep husky voice sent chills down my back.I Shook My Head yes And Continued to Walk. I Finally got to Lisa House And Lina Was Sitting On The Front Steps Playing With Her Dolls.
"Te-Te Dyil. !" She Said Running up and hugging my leg.
"Hey Stink Why you outside where is lisa ," I asked concerned. She Pointed at the house,
"mommy put me out hwere cwause I was loud," she whined . I Shook My head and knocked on the door with lina in my hands. Lisa opened the door and walked away continuing her conversation on the phone. Lisa pointed at the bag and walked away. I Sat Lina down on the couch and gave her her doll.
"Sit here sink I'll be right back." I walked into her room and snatched her phone out her hand and hung it up.
"Dyil what the fuck," she yelled grabbing her phone
."you can't leave a 3 year old outside by herself. Anything could have happened." She side eyed me, while texting on her phone.
"You Need To focus more on your child than work," "and you need to focus more on your schizophrenic daddy than Lina," she snapped back at me.
"FORGET YOU !" I Screamed about to walk out.
"Wait dyil... you gone watch her for me?" She whined.
