The Week of Thoughts

Day 1: The Absent Teacher

School. We all go to it, but let's be honest, no one enjoys it. As of now, I'm in a study hall, as my science teacher bailed out on us. I almost enjoyed science too! Figures, one of the few classes I like and the teachers's absent, sending me to a study hall instead! Like seriously, couldn't you have been absent tomorrow? Or yesterday? When I didn't have your class? Ugh. Well anyways, today hasn't been too bad (so far, it's only noon), just boring. My career exploration class was pretty good, got to hang out with my girlfriend! And she's absolutely gorgeous, she's funny and beautiful, caring and honest, just... Perfect! So guys, back off, she's mine. 100% mine.

I apologize, I'm very territorial, just like my girlfriend! Anyways, I'm starving, and I have 5th lunch, so I have to wait until 12:25 to eat!!! And I don't have lunch with my girlfriend which I'm sad about. I'm just glad we have some classes together at least. So, how was your day? Yes you, the reader. I know, unexpected that the author of this book talks to you, isn't it? Hmmmmm.... I need food. My stomach is demanding it, and I still have another 20 minutes to wait! More on topic, I turned 15 just a few days ago, and am eligible to get my permit! Although I have to be with someone who's at least 18, I believe. One step closer to my licenses', where I can drive wherever and whenever!! I probably will just drive to Swanton, as there is a great park and pizza place there, not to mention my girlfriend. I live in Franklin, the second town over, passed a small town called Highgate. Enough geography lessons for today, wouldn't you say? I'm fairly tired, and not for a lack of sleep. I've been sitting here listening to teenage girls talk about boys and tumbler for like an hour! It's insanely boring, I have to sit across from them for a lack of seats, otherwise I would just be chilling by myself. I'm quite shy and quiet, and don't have many friends. My girlfriend is pretty popular though, although she doesn't admit it. She knows a lot of the popular kids and hangs out with them, along with like everyone else! She's great though, perfect. She's also my best friend so, I don't really talk to anyone else unless they talk to me first and I politely respond. I've tried to make friends, it's just that I've been bullied and picked on and ignored for a large portion of my life, so it's hard for me to be social. I do want to be, and my girlfriend had told me people call me, "unapproachable". I don't want to be :(
I do talk to her though, everyday. Once I'm comfortable with someone I can talk to them, just takes a lot of courage for me, and I don't have a whole lot of that.

Like, I'm shy, quiet, tall, got a thin beard (I'm a freshman so!), I do my best to be a gentleman and kind and helpful. All the kids of this generation seem to be rude and only care about getting sex, and it bothers me. I want to be a true gentleman, and I try my hardest to be one. So more about me, like I said I'm tall, have facial hair, my hair is curly and thick and a dark brown, I have brown eyes too. And I'm taken, my girlfriend, (who, on a side note, is my first girlfriend. I've never dated anyone before, I believe in true love and waited for the right one, and no one asked me out anyways!) and I truly believe she is my soulmate, and I want to spend my entire life (and afterlife, if you believe in that), with her. I always want her to be happy, safe, and comfortable, and I do my best to provide her with that.

I love her, with all of my heart. 💜