I am still seething. Who said I couldn't die? I wanted to tell them to back off. But I couldn't.
So I did it in my head.
"Piss off Piss off Piss off"
The two words went round and round in my head till I was literally sick of it.
So I let go.
Back to the past.
*
Cassandra was on the catwalk again. She smiled dazzlingly. Her pearly white teeth shone as the cameras clicked away.
It was fast over though.
"Cassandra, hurry up! We're going to be late for your interview!"
Cassandra gritted her teeth as she changed hurriedly from her modelling outfit to the everyday clothes that she wore. Even if it was an interview, Cassandra still wanted to look normal.
She exasperatedly tied her hair back into a sleek bun at the top of her head. Mum wasn't supposed to bring her to the interview, Juli was. That was Cassandra's plan.
And Cassandra, was going to get her way.
She shrugged off her Mum's protests as she got into Juli's car and they drove off.
Cassandra sped through the interview upon reaching the studio. All she really wanted to do was go home and talk to Juli.
Once the interview was over, Cassangra and Juliet went home. Or they were meant to go home.
Instead, Juliet took a left into the woods just beyond Cassandra's home.
"Juli, what----- C'mon? What's the surprise this time?"
"Chill Cass. God, its just a bit of fun."
*
I rolled my eyes thinking about the past.
The past.
The past.
I had just realised how ungrateful I had been.
My life now was so much more fruitful.
I guessed.
And yet, I wanted to get rid of this life that I was now condemned to.
Fast.
