Everything is so perfect, getting engaged,moving to London, graduating law school, going to Japan, maybe its all too perfect...
I remember when Phil and I met. I was running to catch the train to Piccadilly Circus, when I was about to reach the platform Phil and I had ran into each other, literally. We both fell down in a crash. I looked up to see Phil picking up his papers, then he looked up and our eyes locked. It was like looking into the deep ocean, like nothing else mattered but the two of us in the universe. When I first looked into his beautiful icy blue eyes I got this electric shock, as if this moment as supposed to happen. It was one of the best days of my like, and now whenever I look into his eyes, that electric shock comes back and I go back to that moment. Now six years later we're engaged. When we went to Japan, which was our lifelong dream, he proposed. He brought me into the middle of a cherry blossom orchard, got down on one knee and told me how much he loved me and how I was the thing that filled the hole in his life and he wanted to spend the rest of our lives together.I admit I did cry, and of course say yes in a flood of tears. He had told me our good friends Duncan and Mimei who live in Japan helped him with everything, who are newlyweds. After we came back from Japan we decided to leave our apartment in Manchester to move to the big city of London. We had decided we would both have a better shot at our jobs in London and most of our friends live in London. Ever since I've graduated law school, which is something I never thought I would be able to do and Phil getting his first novel published soon and planning the wedding. Everything may have been hectic, but it was perfect because I have Phil with me. Well I mean it was perfect, up until the car crash when I died. Now I watch Phil from up here in heaven, smiling down at the clumsy little dork wishing I was still down there with him to help through this tough time. I'll wait as long as I have to for him to join me up here. Where we can spend eternity together. Where we can live in a fairy tale together for eternity.
