Trust (Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter thirty-seven

I opened my eyes and saw Justin and me? What? How could I see myself? I felt someone tap my shoulder and I turned to find Alicia.

“Alicia?”

“Yep.”

“What are you doing here? Why I’m I laying on the bed? Why can I see myself?” I asked

“This is a dream and you’re a ghost. Well for now at least. This is happening so you can see that everyone is sad and that you should wake up.”

“But I want to wake up. I just don’t have the strength.”

“Well before you wake up let’s see how everyone’s doing. Starting with Justin.” She pointed to him.

“What about him? I can already see him and I’ve heard him. He’s devastated and want nothing more than to forgive him.”

“Ok well let’s move on then.” She snapped her fingers and we were in Carlos’ room. He was sitting on his bed and Juan was holding him. I could see that they were both sad then Carlos spoke.

“When is mommy gonna wake up?” he asked

“Soon.” Juan said

“Does she not want to wake up? Does she hate me? Is that why she won’t wake up?” when he said that my heart broke. He thinks it’s his fault. No it isn’t. I can’t believe he would think that.

“No of course she doesn’t hate you why would you think that? She loves you and nothing of this is your fault. Ok?” Juan asked Carlos. He just nodded and hugged him. I felt a tear run down my cheek.

“He’s been like that for a while. He’d blame himself when we both know it wasn’t his fault.” Alicia said “Ok next person.” She snapped and we were in my dad’s office.

He was sitting at his desk with his face in his hands.

“What’s wrong with him?” I asked

“He hasn’t been able to concentrate on work lately. He’s been really off since you’ve gotten in the accident.”

He looked up and his eyes were red and puffy. I know he was crying. I’ve never seen him cry before and it broke my heart even more.

“Let’s see the next person.” Alicia said and snapped her fingers. Now we were in a house I didn’t recognize.

“Who house is this?” I asked

“You’ll see.”

Then someone walk in, it was a women. I couldn’t see her face but I could hear her cry. I looked at Alicia and she just looked at the women. I looked back at the women and I could now see her face. It was Maria.

“Why are we here?”

“To see that even she is blaming herself about your accident. She’s been crying and she won’t stop.”

I looked at Maria and then Matt came in. Uggh Matt. He sat down next to her and hugged her.

“It’s all my fault.” She said “She hates me and that’s why she’s in the hospital. She wanted to kill herself because she’d rather not be here with me.”

“No. None of this is your fault. Someone crashed into her. She didn’t do this on her own. None of this is your or anybody’s fault. Now please stop crying.” He said now hugging her again.

What? She’s blaming herself. No why is everyone blaming themselves. This is so messed up I have to wake up now!!