Move On

Two

I heard a honk come from outside.

I shut off my phone and put it in my pocket. I checked myself once more and ran outside.

"Hey babe" he smiled still inside the car "what are you waiting for? Get in"

"I was just-nevermind" I let out a sigh and got in.

"What the fuck do you want Rebbeca?! You always have to sigh and shit and expect me to know what's wrong!" He shouted. "What's wrong, babe?" he added trying to calm himself down. I looked at his hands that where gripped hard onto the steering wheel.

I picked up my hand and placed it on his chin. I turned his head to me. He quickly turned it back harshly.

"Look at me Austin"

He ignored me and started the engine. I let out another sigh.

"I love you" I whispered expecting him to listen.

"I-I'm sorry"

I noticed a tear fall down my cheek. I wiped it off quickly but he noticed.

"I hate seeing you like this because of me. I don't deserve your forgiveness Becky. I'm sorry" his eyes where glossy. He stopped the car for a bit and looked at me.

"I forgave you many times and I chose to forgive you once more and I'll do it again because I love you and I know that you love me too"

He looked away quickly and started driving again. He can't even say 'I love you too' ? Ugh.

What if he doesn't love me?

He does love you, he said sorry. And you love him. He's changed, I could sense it.

He's cheated on me many times before and I should be in so much pain because of him...

You love him. He loves you. Be happy.

I doubt it.

"We're here, Babe" I nodded in response and got out slamming the door. I suddenly stopped closed my eyes tightly.

"WHAT THE FUCK BECKY?!"

I felt my eyes burning and my heart started racing. Fuck.

Run. Was the first thing that came to mind, so I did.