How to feel wanted (MIW FanFic)

All this anger inside, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde.

Yeah sorry about that last update again. It was bad, my apologies.

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We got home. In the car everyone was muttering things. I couldn't really hear them but I knew it was about what just happened. Why would he do that to me? What did I do wrong. Why couldn't I have just been more brave and stood up to him? Now I ruined everyone's night and made them leave the party early. "Come on little one" Ghost smiled as he held my hand as I got out of the car. I felt myself begin to blush and feel tingly in my hand. I looked up to him and he pulled his hand away quickly then bringing it behind him. We walked through the door and everyone still looked kind of pissed. I'm such an idiot.

I stood in the doorframe, watching everyone sit down on the couches and talk about everything. In the corner of the room I saw Ricky enter holding his guitar. He sat in the corner and started practicing. "You look kind of sad troll face." I questioned as I sat beside him. He loosened up a little at the old nickname. "I just don't want you getting hurt. Especially by our friend." He sighed looking me in the eye. "Don't worry about me." I whispered looking away. "Look me in the eye and tell me you are okay with what happened." He whispered matching my level but with more anger in his voice. I looked into his eyes and stared at him with a small scowl on my face.

I couldn't do it. I hated what had just happened.

I looked away.

Ricky engulfed me into a hug. His warm hugs that squeezed me tight, letting me know everything was okay. The ones I had missed so much. You can't exactly hug through Skype. "Wasn't that my shirt?" he asked looking at my shirt. I laughed knowing he wasn't angry anymore. "Maybe I said backing away." a small smirk growing on both our faces. We both knew what was about to happen. At the same time we jumped on each other and tried to get the other one into a headlock.

"What the heck?"

"Just let it happen dude."

"Since when could Ricky fight?"

Those were the things I heard as I finally pushed him into some pillows and jumped on top of him. I counted to three and then laughed as I rolled off of him. He was shaking his head trying to be angry but really he was laughing along too.

"I want a go!" Balz shouted.

"Back off." Ricky growled a little. Balz laughed and sat back down.

"What did I just witness?" Angelo asked, a little horrified.

"Just keep this in mind next time one of you get on my nerves." I smirked. Ryan and Ghost immediately grabbed their area with their eyes growing wider. I laughed a little again as I ran up stairs and put on some pj bottoms staying in my shirt. I brushed my hair then did a plait and placed it over my shoulder. Make up came off. Socks came on. Now I can relax. I went downstairs to get a drink of water and ended up getting a banana as well. I looked over to everyone and saw Chris looking at me really confused. He walked over to me bending down a little preparing to whisper something to me. "Cutting is really stupid, you know?" he whispered then kept walking to go get some water.