How to feel wanted (MIW FanFic)

Why am i so lucky?

The room was white. White walls, white carpet, white bed spread, white cupboards, literally everything was white, which is weird for a house full of goths. It scared me. It reminded me of a mental asylum. I never wish to go near one ever again. I unpacked my things I had bought with me and walked over to the door. The room was terrifying and the window was too big for my liking.

I found myself in what I assume is a living room and sat down on the couch. It was 3:30 am so I better get comfy. I grabbed a blanket from the small cupboard, got my self comfy with the pillows and fell asleep on the couch.

I had never been able to sleep so easy in my life. I didn't have to worry about dad walking into the room and start beating me, or my mum coming in to see me in such a state. This didn't last for long. I woke up 4 hours later which isn't too bad. I walked in to a kitchen to see Ricky eating his cereal.
"Why did you sleep on the couch?" He asked not lifting his head from his food.
"The room was too white." I told him.
"We could put posters up or paint it."
"Don't worry about it." I said as his eyes met mine.
There was a long pause of us just staring at each other. His face had changed since he was a little kid. If it wasn't for his eyes he might as well have been a stranger to me.
"What are you gonna do about school?" He asked washing his bowl.
"I have already graduated."
"What! Have I really missed that much?"
"Yeah. Don't worry though. Mum and dad didn't come either."
"Oh."

We didn't talk much after that. There was always tension in the air when parents were the topic. After I had finished my cereal I sat down on the couch with Ricky. We were watching some cartoon, I had never seen but, Ricky thought it was the bees knees, so I suppose I will learn to like it.
"When will I meet the guys?" I asked.
"Today, if they ever wake up." He laughed. God it was good to hear him be happy and laugh again.
"But, what if they don't like me." I asked.
"Trust me, they will." He smiled
"I'm serious. Stop giving me bull."
"Ebony, if they don't like you I will beat them up until they get sense knocked into them and start liking you." He giggled. I smiled at the thought of him trying to beat up Chris.

"Is there a park near by?" I wondered
"Down the street and take a right." He called back to me, who was walking up to the white room to get ready. I took note of the directions mentally then pulled out my clothes. I put on my black skinnies, my converse (which have seen better days), my slip knot tee and my black hoodie. My hair is black but faded into red at the ends. I straightened it, put on my eyeliner and lip balm and went back down stairs.
"Be back by 9. I want you to meet the guys." Ricky ordered.
"Yup." I said popping the 'p' like normal. With that I ventured out the door.

I thought the park would be a fun way to get my eyes off things but no way would I be able to relax and have fun of 'they' were here.

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Sorry for this shitty chapter!!!!!
Oooooo, who are 'they'?
Reading this means so much to me guys.
Thanks
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-dark rose