I was at the bar looking across the bar drinking a glass of sazerec. The club reeked of alcohol and cigerrets. I looked across the bar and saw the green eyed beauty swaying her hips to the beat of the music.
These past days shes been sending me mix signals. Kissing my neck when no ones around, playing with the hem of my shorts. She was wearing a black tank top showing of her abs. I grabbed the coaster putting it on top of my glass. I walked to the bathroom looking at myself in the mirrior. As I looked behind me I saw other girls looking at me and there eyes were glued to my curvy bottom. I was wear a black dress showing of the frame of my body. The dress ended to the point to tease anyone.
"Ladies, like what you see?" I said turning around. I went up to one girl wearing a black tank top showing of her boobs. I looked at her boobs and I let my eyes longer than I should have. I brought my lips to her ear, "cuz I know I like what I see."
The girl looked at me and grabbed my hand out and dragged out the door. We walked to part of the club where it was. I was pushed up against the pool table and a soft pair of lips and it tasted like cheep wine. I flipped us around so that she was pushed against the pool table. She does have some pure talent . I lifted her up making her sit up against the pool table.
"Y/n?" I stopped and looked at the girl in front of me and my hands were on both sides of her body trapping her. "What are you doing?"
"Shit," I said putting my head down.
"Please tell me she's not your girl friend," I looked up at the girl in front of me. Her voice was raspy her dirty blond hair ended at her shoulders.
I looked up at her with my brown eyes. Trying to tell her something but I didn't know that myself. "No she isn't. It's complicated. I, myself don't even know whats going on."
Instead of slapping me she moving the hair out of my face. She reached over to my back pocket grabbing a pen (you never know when your gonna need a pen.I always carry one with me) and writting her number on my fore arm. "When you have things figured out or if you need help,"she said slipping my pen back to my pocket, "don't be scared to call me."
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We were back at the hotel in New Orleans. After what happened at the bar I was kinda anxious what her reaction would be. I walked into the kitchen slipping out of my dress. I was in a white matching undies.
"Tell me what happened at the bar?"
I was furious. How dare she asked that. "'Tell me what happened at the ba?' tell me what happened about the neck kissing' the playing around with my shorts, the thight grabbing. You tell me? To be honest Laur I don't even know what you we are. So you tell me? Are we friends, are we friends with benefits?" I said walking closer to her pinning up against the wall.
"Y/n! Stop your scaring me!" She said turning her face away from me. She tried pushing me away but I pinned her hands above her head.
"NO!! I am tired of your stupid games Laur. If you keep playing games like these your going to loose me."
" I love you!! Dont you get it? I am so fucking in love with you y/f/n." Tears start to fall leaving a wet stream dowb her face. I let go of her hands and she slowly fell to her knees and she began to sob. "I can't grasp the fact that your leaving soon. Your going to another continent acroos the world."
I knelt down beside her picking her up walking in to the bed room. I layed her down softly. I layer myself of across her body so I can see her face. I brought my hand to her face. I looked into her green eyes and filled with something that I can't put my mind into. I could lay there strairing into her eyes if she would let me.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I said whiping the tears of her cheeks.
"I thought I was going to loose you if I did." She said whispering against my lips. I felt the shivers and I sat up bringing her hands on my lap. She sat up so that I can see her green eyes.
"Your not going to loose me. You know that. We made a promise remember?
"We promised that when we will be old and wrinkly we will live in that same apartment in Miami. We promised that our kids will be best friends and we would name them after each other. We promised that we will be at each others weddings." In my heart it stings to hear her say that. I knew that's not what we both wanted A tear slipped out of my eyes.
"I have to be honest with you Lauren. I don't want that." I said looking down at her hand.
"What do you mean?" Her voice began to crack even more.
"I know, I know that's not what you want and I've known you were in love with me since then. So I won't tell the love of my life goodbye." I looked into her eyes lifting her head closer to mine. Her eyes can just make me faint. I looked down at her lips and I got on my knees putting my hand on her cheeks. I felt her breath hit my lips and it smelled like Hennessey.
"Kiss me before I fucking loose my mind." I brought her lips to mine and in a way I felt a shock went through my body. I just felt myself sink. All the stress and all the worries were gone. All I can feel was her lips on mine. In some way I just knew she was mine.
