Part 60:2: #Realisationoflove
Maa dropped me down and fell on her knees. I was shocked, i was numb, i shivered by seeing the view.
Then bhai and Uncle came and dragged me and maa to the hotel.
We were not in our senses.
Tears started flowing from her eyes when she was explaining them the situation and the memory.
Manik rubbed her back and asked her to continue.
"They killed my Appa.. terrorist killed my appa. Because of me..infront of my eyes. Three Bullets and he was on the floor, dead."
She cried her heart out, she was opening her heart talks, which she used to hide in her chotu sa heart and was faking smile all the time. She was burying all the threats, all the guilts which she never did, in herself. She was crying hard and just repeating one thing, "Appa died because of me.. i am unlucky"
All others were also shocked to hear her. Even they were crying, because nobody can see this and became happy. Somewhere it was pricking their hearts.
Manik didn't wait for a moment, took her in a bone crushing hug, rubbing her back, telling her to calm down. and don't blame herself for whatever happened.
Manik very softly, "Princess, pls stop crying.. you were not at fault. Try and understand. You were too small for all this, you didn't did all this purposely, it just happened and believe me you were not at fault ."
She was crying feeling guilty and she was blaming herself for whatever happened that time. Anjali too was crying, but she wiped her tears and sat next to nandini, caressed her back and Nandini hugged her tight and cried out loud.
Anjali: Itni saari baatein meri Nandu ne apne zehan me chupa kar rakhi thi aur itna kuch sehti rahi, ek baar bhi btana nai samjha.. tum to mujhe Maa jaise treat karti thi na.. fir..
She said very softly, gently and lovingly like a mother do explain her child.
Nandini broke the hug and anjali wiped her tears and said: Nandu aise nai sochte. tab tumhe sirf tumhari mom nazar aayi.. aur tum kyu nahi jati.. chahe vo real mom nai thi.. but tum to unhe manti thi na.. and about Appa, Harshad ne bhi kabhi nai btya.. appa ki death tumhari wajah se nahi hui thi. Vo hadsa tha.. jo ho gaya.. tumhare haath mein nai tha..
Nandini said in a low tone: But bhai blamed me for all this long and now also he blame me. But Dad (uncle shreyans) he always stopped him to shout and blame on me. but then too he did this. From that day onwards i was getting these memories in my dreams and that's why these attacks. And one thing that i and only bhai knows is, he use to give me those pills, every time. He use to mix it in my food and he has taken all my property and has named to himself and took my thumb impression as a proof.
All were shocked to hear this, everyone's eyes popped out in a shock. This gave them 440volt ka shock.
Manik shocked: But why.. he is bloody your brother, then why he use to mix those pills and this thumb impression..
Anjali out of curiosity: But how you come to know all this.. Mujhe kabhi nahi btya.
Nandini wiped her tears: Yes you people heard it right. Nd bhabhi.. He believes that i am unlucky, and he hates me so much that he was about to declare me a Mentally Retarted Person, but thanks to dad he saved me.
But tab tak pills were working on my brain and i got caught by Brain Tumour. I know he use to come to my room and take my thumb impression and rubbing my thumb to clear the impression, he thought i won't feel touch, but one day, i didn't took medicines and pretended to sleep, he came and said evilly,"Finally this is last thing, which i transferred from your name to mine, you are just left with Murthy's Ghar, aur vo mere kaam ka nahi hai.. tum rakh lo.. Appa ko to tumne maar dala.. but Maa usse to Nyonika ne maar diya.. mera kaam khatam. Bye Nandu"
