After Breaking Dawn Bella turns in a baby (UNDER Editing)

Chapter 9 I love you but i can't

Bella p.o.v. (16 years old)

Alice was going to make me shop.....again. I know that but now I just wanted to go the hairdresser. I wanted to have a ponytail for my seventeen birhtday. I gonna be seventeen. O My God. And there is some thing I forget to tell you dear Diary. Sinds it was out with Ethan I started to feel a pull. To Edward. Just like I needed to be with him. We moved again after Ethan did that stupid thing and Edward and the others were coming to school to with me... Every girl wants Edward and it make me jealus. Or I think it is that. But it is weird. Like I know.... I don't know how to explain my feelings for him

'BELLA COME ON' i heared Alice scream. With a sigh I closed my diary.  I walked downstairs softly and to Alice. Alice pulled me outside and i got to the hairdresser. I wanted to have a pony for once. I never had that. (The cover is wat Bella's hair will be) Efter they were done Alice want me to shop everything for my birthday. They promised me that when it was my birthday they would tell me. The Denali's will be there to. A couple of days before the BIG DAY

COUPLE DAYS LATER

I walked down sleepy to see everbody sit in the chairs. I walked to the citchen ignoring them but when iI aqw more then ones blond hair I stopped. I slowly turned and screamend In suprise to see the Denal's there. I hugged Kate. and then Carmen and of course Eleazer and Garret. I  was so awake right now. Thats when I saw Tanya flirting with Edward. I started to feel jelausi.

'Uh...Tanya....what are you doing?' I asked softly like I never saw her flirt with Edward. She jus looked at me like I was creazy.

'Okay... ' I said when she diden't respond. 'Edward can you help me with mathe?' I asked doing a puppy face.

'Yeah.' he said. 'You had tomorrow that test right?'  I just nodded.

'I don't understand anything.' I said in my baby voice. He just nodded and walked with me upstairs. I can feel Tanyas evil clears in the back of my head.

Edward learnt me how to do it. I was so happy that I hugged him. When we pulled back a little I was lost in his amazing eyes.

Kiss him A voice inside my head yelled. I followed it and got closer to Edward till our lips met each other. The fire that was between us was so good. I never wanted to stop. Edward kissed me back with so much love and desire. It was like I did this before. He stood up and walked us to my bed. We landed on it and just before we started to pull each others clothes of Dad walked in. He looked shocked and I became red of course. Then he just walked out without saying anything. I just couldn't hold it and became to laugh but was stoped by Edward lips.