The Life I Have Already Lived

Chapter 4 Daniel

I remember when I came into Daniel, it was during winter. The snowflakes fell to the ground so gently making everything else seem so fast. This life was a bad situation. It is hard for me to talk about him, without questioning myself on my judgement. I need to get it out of my system. But I must tell you what happened before. My last life before Daniel was one of my best and worst mistakes. I got to connected to the people around me. I fell in love with a handsome man, and we had the best of times. But I fell in love with him. And to some people that sounds amazing. But think of this this way. If I were to play with a boy doll and a girl doll I would make them fall in love with each other. But see the person playing with them doesn't love the boy doll, just because she makes the girl doll love him. If that makes sense. I can't love him but my life can, my character. But I was blindsided by that and just let myself go I thought that it would be fine. It wasn't fine. Let's just shorten this and say that I was pregnant with a baby between the two of us. I was driving to his house to tell him the big news. But I guess I wasn't looking. I guess I wasn't paying attention what happened to her was a mystery. The last thing I can remember was spinning. But after that it went white.
And I woke up and I was Daniel. Daniel had gotten alcohol poisoning and had to get his stomach pumped, and then the next thing I woke up in a hospital bed. I usually get over my past lives quite fast, because I know that I will never have a redo. But this one was different I became depressed, I just couldn't help myself. A thing you should know is that Nature doesn't just put me wherever there's a sick or dieing
person. It can't just be anyone, Nature only keeps them if there fate is something important something they'll need. I usually find that important thing by the end of their life, Daniels life I failed to do that. Again I was so depressed because I lost my love of my life and my baby. And I couldn't bare that lose. I need to get this out. I killed myself. I mean Daniel. Once I saw the white light I knew that I had made a mistake. I just couldn't take the thought of him and what he reminded me of. It was winter when I grabbed the rope. It was winter when I tied it up. It was winter when I saw the light. The snowflakes fell so gently making everything else seem fast.