Choose your Lover - Joe Sugg And (Partly) Caspar Lee Fanfiction

Chapter 8

Joe's POV

"I hope he doesn't have a problem with us..." I said to my girlfriend. She is worried and scared about Caspar because he is acting strangely towards us. I held both of her hands and slowly brought them up to my lips to kiss them. 

"Don't worry love, I'll just go talk to him, I love you." I comforted Emilia.

"I love you too, Joseph. Good luck. If anything happens I am going straight upstairs, without-a-doubt."

"Okay, babe." And with that I walked upstairs to see that Caspar was on the sofa, head in hands and laying down. I slowly crept over to my mate, trying my best not to make the floor boards squeak, thankfully, they didn't. Caspar's phone was on, meaning that he has recently looked at it and left it on, I looked at it and it was on Google, saying 'how to overcome your fears', well what is Caspar afraid of to make him Google it?

Caspar's POV 

I thought that this whole thing was over, but no, Joe and Emilia had to back come home earlier than I expected. I saw all of her beautiful features. Even her flaws are beautiful. But I decided that Joe was with her and they would be forever. I tried to stay awake but I had to take a nap after awhile. But before I did, I checked my phone to see how to overcome my fears, basically all it said was to just face it. Great, I am going to have to face Emilia and tell her that I like her. 

--Half an hour later--

I woke up to a nudge on my arm, it was quite a hard nudge, so I assumed it was Joe's. He was also practically shouting my name. 

"What do you want? Can't you see that I am sleeping?" I asked him, because everyone is told never to wake a sleeping Caspar.

"I just want to talk to you, Caspar." Joe whispered.

"About what?" I questioned.

"Your attitude towards everyone recently." He confronted.

"Sorry, just having a rough time." I lied, of course I wasn't going to tell my room-mate that I like his girlfriend, am I?

"Are you okay with me and Emilia?" Joe asked.

"Yes, I am. Why wouldn't I be?" I replied.

"Well," He paused. "Dan and Phil told me what happened between you guys. And when they said that Emilia and I went to the Cinema, apparently you went very tense. Are you sure, because I don't want you to get depressed or anything, mate." Joe said.

"I got tense because I just wondered why you went and asked Dan and Phil to come over. You know?" Again I lied.

"Yeah, okay, mate. Right, I just need to go to a meeting about some more tours, see you in a couple of hours. Will you be okay?" He asked. Why doesn't he think that I would be fine without him here, he is just going to a meeting?

"I will be fine, see you soon!" And with that, Joe said goodbye to Emilia and went out the door to go to his meeting. Since it was about 3PM I went to film, since it was Saturday. I went downstairs and picked up my tripod, I put it on the usual space next to my bed. Then, I got my camera and twisted it into place on the tripod. After that, I put 3 shoe boxes next to the tripod, got a shoe and placed the microphone in it. And that is basically my setup, of course I needed to tidy my bedroom up a bit so the view of my room in the camera looks clean and tidy, even though I am a very messy person. I am not afraid to embrace that. So I made my bed neatly and tidied the top of my chest of drawers. I started to think of what to do for my video, until my thoughts were broken when Emilia came into my room.

"Hey, Caspar!" She said excitedly. Why is she so excited?

"Hi, Em, what are you doing in my room?" I asked, confused as to why she came into my room.

"I just wanted to see what you were doing, as I heard you rustling about, now I see that you are making a YouTube video." Emilia replied.

"Okay, look I have got something to tell you, Emilia." I needed to confess to her that I like her, but there is a lump in my throat that is rising higher up my throat as time wears on.

"Go ahead, Casp."

"I am sorry about this... But.. I-I kind of l-like you. I am sorry, don't tell Joe, he will honestly kill me!" I stuttered.

"Caspar... I- thank you. I know that took a lot of confidence. What are we going to do though? I can't keep a secret like this from Joe!" She had tears in her eyes. Oh god, what have I done?

"Shh... Emilia I'm so sorry. But my feelings are taking over, it's just you are the girl that I like. I can't help it, I'm sorry I messed things up. Please don't cry or tell Joe! Can you keep a secret?"

"I can. You don't need to say sorry, Caspar. You haven't messed things up, you just have to realise that I really like you, but I love Joe." Emilia said, at least she likes me though. I knew I should've not told her about my feelings for her. She backed away from the hug and apologised for crying in my shirt, but I didn't care about that, I needed to get changed anyway. We locked eyes for a couple of seconds and then I looked down at her lips that were curved into a smile. I think she had some light bulb of an idea because she slowly walked up to me. I was scared at first but then I cupped her chin lightly and started to kiss her. When we finished I was buzzing with excitement and happiness. But also guilt that I did that to my best friend's girlfriend.

"I'm just going to get dressed, Em." I said awkwardly, regretting that I kissed her. 

"I'm sorry Caspar. But I feel like that I needed that kiss, and I can tell that you regret it. Look I can keep a secret, even if it is a big one like this, I will keep it for a long time." She avoided the question that I asked, but agreed to keep our secret. "Can I watch you film your video?" Emilia asked.

"Thanks, and sure. But I don't know what to do, I was thinking of doing a prank call on someone?" I replied.

"That would be a great idea!" She responded.

"Can you leave the room? I just need to get dressed." I said to her.

"Yeah, sure!" And then she left the room, so I took my top off and put on a black top and some jogging bottoms. I then scrolled through my phone book to see who I could prank call. In the end, I decided to prank call Oli saying that all of his subscribers got taken off him and he got reset to 0 subscribers. Emilia was in tears, from laughter, by the end of the video and I couldn't stop laughing. 

I heard the door open then close, it was Joe,  who came downstairs to discover what the racket was about. I pointed to the camera meaning that it was because of the video that I just made. Joe just nodded and went into his room. Apparently we were going to be doing a You Now livestream altogether, which is going to be really cool...

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