I get home and slam the door. It hurts so much. So fucking much.
Why can't everything be one shade of gray? So simple and easy but instead you get some big complex equation.
I just want it to be the way it was. My perfect blonde boy by my side, His black lip ring, and piercing blue eyes that I would love to get lost in all day.
I miss him so fucking much. It isn't fair, I would do anything to get him back.
Instead he is with Alyssa, Long black hair, green eyes, slim tall, and beautiful. I hate it. She is everything I'm not. I want to be her. Then I might have a chance to get him back.
Luke fucking Hemmings. I lost him. I miss the goof ball.. I need him..I really need him but a self centered bitch gets him instead.
How is that fair? I try so hard to always put other people first and then he goes for her? She-devil. Really Luke? The girl who bullies me and makes everyday I'm alive a living hell.
I thought I meant something to you.
I though you loved me. Guess not.
