~Luke~
I sit in bed starring at the ceiling where white tile meets white tile making a crease. Missing her.
Now I'm dating the girl who makes the girl I loves live a living fucking hell, What the fuck is wrong with you Luke?
I sigh not even knowing the answer as I see my phone light up I look over hoping its you. Nope. Alyssa. Fucking Alyssa.
Lara I want you so bad. Please text me. I know your probably so happy with out me but I miss you.
I want her so bad, but me being gone must make her so happy.
Why would anyone want me around?
Most of the time I just think it would be better to end it all. Just have it fade to black. She Haunts me. Like an old house on that show The Haunting .
I cry for a little and grab the razor realizing the only thing that makes me happy now is tearing my skin.
