Some days i just need to cry

65 1 0
                                    

Jades POV

Danielle was going shopping today giving herself a new look I can't wait to see what she comes home like I'm so made up that she's getting back to her old self but scared at the same time because she won't let any one in she has her walls so high that not even god can get trough them. I was still trying to get Danielle to see that she can be loved and she can love without being hurt. I was just sitting there thinking about how cute her and Niall would be.

Danielle's pov

I had just brought loads and loads of clothes I can't wait to put them away I was walking to the hair dresses I was thinking what should I do with my hair then it hit me I knew what I wanted my mum always used to say I should of always done it but never did get around to it I wanted light brown hair with blonde/Carmel streaks in I think jades going to like my new look its me it suits me because I don't like to dress like every one else I had blue blazers a pair of demon shorts and a baseball top on

..................................................

Danielle's pov

I was walking up the path to the boys house I wonder who's going to be in any way I walked in the door to all the boys and jade waiting on the sofa they all had the mouths open I spun around and said

"Do you like?" They all sat there still looking

Jade ran over to me and jumped on me and said "yes you look amazing you got what mum told you to do with your hair it looks so cool"

She made me laugh her I don't no what I would do without her.

Nialls pov

After Danielle had put all her new stuff away at her house she came back we was having a movie night I was sitting on the sofa with a bowl of pop corn waiting for the girls they all ran down stirs Danielle sat on the floor zyan came over to me and said

"Move ya fat arse I want to sit hear much love" with a kissy face

I got up and sat next to Danielle we put the duvet on are knees Liam put the film on I don't no what it was but me and Danielle was sitting there and I put the pop corn in her face and said

"Do you want some before I eat it all?" She looked up and smiled and took a handful

I heard jade laughing so I turned around and all the boys had there mouths open

Liam then said "have I just seen you share food?"

I smiled and said "yes why" he looked at me like I was mad and Louis screamed

"Guys nialls whipped" I shot a look to him and said no I'm not

The night went on with all the guys saying I was whipped

.....................................

Danielle's pov

We all just fell asleep on each other but I woke up and walked back into the back garden and just sat there thinking about my mum and my dad a single tear slipped my eye and then I looked to the side of me she pulled me into a side hug and said

"Danielle how about you just give him a chance" I knew she was going on about Niall

"Jade how am I going to be able to ever love agin thats all people are bothered about is me loving again or getting with Niall but I just wish people would stop trying" she looked at me shocked

"Danielle if that's the way you want it we will leave it but I think that's what you need to do is let go of everything and live you life"

"Fine if that's what you want I will forget everything bad that has ever happened in my life and I'm going to live it" she just smiled at me

I walked back in the house and walked up to the guest room I has some of my new clothes its only about 10 in the night so that's okay I put on a sort blue fitted dress with black wedges I walked down the stirs to every one awake jade got up and said

"Where are you going?" I sat by the mirror curling my hair and said

"I'm going out you said I should forget every bad thing that happened in my life so I have and I'm going to live the life I've got"

She looked at me and said "Danielle I'm coming with you" I looked at her and replied "it's okay and don't worry I will come back hear" with that I got my bag and left

................................................

I was a bit drunk some lad called Callum I think was walking me home he had my shoes in his hands and his hand locked with mine we got to the door and I was looking at it thinking did I bring my keys out with me? And then Callum said

"I don't have to come in I would like to take you on a date first" I looked at him and said

"Is that your way of asking me on a date?" He smiled at me And said

"Yeah it is"

I smiled at him I move forward to him he grabbed my waste and I put my hands in his hair an kissed he bit my bottom lip and I gasped so he took this time to slip his tongue into my mouth it was like we was having a fight with are tongues and at that moment the door flung open to Niall, Louis, jade, Harry all looking at me

"This is Callum I think" I tuned to him and he nodded yeah they all just stood there Callum still had my hand he then said

"I will text you Danielle are date information" he pecked my lips and I pushed past Niall, Harry, Louis and jade I flung my shoes by the door and said

"Are use going to stand at that door all night?" They all looked at me Louis ran up to me and slapped my arm Niall walked away to his room Harry looked disgusted and jade slammed the door and screamed

"Danielle Marie Louise winter" I knew she was mad now

"Danielle how the fuck could you do that I told you to live your life not go out and snog some random stranger" I looked at her and Harry just sat there I got up and said

"Yes jade you told me to live my life so what do you think I'm doing I kissed him big whoop and he's not a stranger his names Callum" I walked into the kitchen I knew they had a big bottle of vodka so I drank that and after that I was definitely drunk all I wanted to do was cry I was glad that every one left me to think but it would of been nice to cry to someone is this how sad my life is it can't be that's it I said I was going I change so I am I dragged my self up and got a glass and drunk water I think I was now sobering up and thank god I was.

Jades pov

When Danielle walked out of the kitchen I pulled her out to the back garden

....................................

We spent something like an hour out side talking she's told me how she is going to change I'm proud of her we are both having a brand new start hear we go I can't wait we both had a good cry to each other an decided that we would have fun so hear I go with my plan with the boys it just depends if it works fingers crossed

take a chance on me (Niall Horan)Where stories live. Discover now