Unbearable

Chapter 5

Great news.. No school Monday or Tuesday. That'll give me some to think, even though I already know the answer. I'm not gonna listen to this person, I mean, he/she can't hurt nobody, and probably won't even dare.. I mean, I don't LOVE Kelly, so he wouldn't hurt him.. Or do I love Kelly? I don't know if we are even still together, and that worries the fuck outta me. "Marisa?" My mom said as she walked through the door. "Yes mother?" I say back trying to not shed a tear. "Do you wanna go out for dinner?" She asked. "Sure mom. That's sounds good. Let me get ready first." I said with a huge smile on my face, I guess she hadn't been drinking or smoking today, which makes me very happy. Honestly, if mom keeps doing this, she's gonna die.. I don't wanna lose her. Me and mom went to Applebee's, I haven't been here in many years, but I still love it. Me and mom talked about everything, but I failed to tell her how I felt about her drinking/smoking problem or about the texts.. But, I think the texts should remain a secret, because who knows what this person is capable of.. I might of underestimated them. We got home about an hour later, and mom said she was going to bed. I went up to my room, and got undressed and laid in bed. Then, I fell asleep.