Unbearable

Chapter 10

I will get you, and I swear I will kill you.. You have no right to live in this world, you are a disgusting human being.. You don't deserve to be loved, or to love.. You will never get the advantage of having a child if I have anything to do with it.. I'm gonna fucking rape you, and then, I'm gonna kill you. You hear me? I'm gonna kill you!
        That was the message I received early this morning.. I have no idea what to do, I'm scared to even step foot outside. I have a feeling someone's watching me, but I can't tell anyone, because I don't want this person to hurt the people I care about. I went downstairs, and saw mom laying in the floor. "Mom?" I say scared to walk any closer. "Mom?" I say again. Then, my phone buzzed,
I told you, you didn't listen. Here's your punishment. One down, many to go.
"Oh my gosh.. Mom?!" I yell with tears running down my face. I get on the floor and pull her over.. When I saw her, it was the most horrible thing I've ever seen. She had a pair of scissors shoved into her throat, and cuts down her chest. My vision started to get blurry from tears filling my eyes.
Stop crying, slut. I warned you.
Then, I knew.. This person was watching me, and was either in my house or outside looking through windows. This made my heart sink, and I felt my chest get tight. I couldn't call 911 and tell them what happened, because then this person would hurt more. So, I had to do the worst thing I could of ever thought of... I yanked the scissors out of her throat and dragged her body to the backyard. I grabbed a shovel, and begun to dig. I spent almost three hours making a hole, then I picked my mom up, and hugged her, and threw her in. Then, I filled the hole. I went back inside and locked the doors. Right now, I was really thinking about suicide.. But, that wasn't the answer. Many things were running through my mind, and the next thing I knew, the world turned black.