●Tbh I forgot who I got this from. Sorry. Credit to whoever!!
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!! I'M 15 #oldandcrusty (my phone wanted to autocorrect that to gold and crusty! My phone loves me)
ANYWAYS! ENJOY MY NIALL GIRLS ; )
His P.O.V
"I miss her." I groaned. Louis sighed from behind me. I turned to him, irritated by his reaction. "You've been complaining about it for about 2 days now, man." He said. "So?" I stated.
I crossed my arms over my chest. "Some of us also have a girl back home, yeah? We are missing them too." Zayn explained. Well, he tried to. It left me cold. I didn't care about what they said.
"So I can't miss (Y/N)?" I asked with raised voice. I stood up, my cheeks already flushing a bit. "That isn't what we're saying, Niall. Keep calm." Louis spoke. "And now you are telling me to calm down? To fucking calm down?! Jesus Christ."
The curse was the last thing that left my mouth, before I stormed off to another room. I shut the door behind me loudly, not caring about anyone or anything at all anymore. I fell on the hard couch. Immediately a small groan was heard from me. It was too hard.
I was not going to cry, I was not a pussy. No crying, no cryi- too late. Fuck. I angrily wiped the single tear away. My face fell back in the pillow that was laying on the couch.
They didn't understand, they didn't understand at all. Nobody did. (Y/N) was everything to me. I hadn't seen her in like four months. It was too long. She was busy with college, I was with touring and since our time zones were so different, we haven't even talked in 3 days.
It was horrible. I was a horrible boyfriend.. The tears kept falling as I sat up. A sob suddenly left my mouth. I bit my lips, rubbing my eyes with the palm of my hands.
I couldn't be there for her if she had trouble with her homework, or with friends. Maybe with her family. God, the only thing I could do was talking. Not holding her, kissing her, cuddling her. Not holding her hand, helping her, just be there for her.
"Niall?" There was a knock on the door. "What?" I spat, wiping the tears away again. They just kept coming. "Here" Liam walked in, holding a phone. He threw it to me, before walking back out again.
"Ni?" I heard through the phone. "Yes?" "Niall? What's wrong?" "(Y/N) (Y/N)!" I almost yelled. "Babe, what is going on there? Why does it sounds like you have been crying?" "I-" I fell silent. "Please tell me." She softly asked, it almost sounded like a beg.
"I miss you." I whispered. It was barely audible. (Y/N) sighed. "I know what you're going to say. I should concentrate on work, not on you, but it's getting so hard, princess. It was such a long time ago since we last saw each other, since I last hold you.."
"What about I'll come over soon? Next weekend maybe? If you take care of everything there, I will here." "Yes! That would be amazing! Babe, please." "Deal. Now if you miss me just call!" "I will." "Good. I'm going back to sleep, okay?" There was some ruffling of sheets, and I gasped.
"Did Liam wake you up?!" "Yeah, but I'm glad he did. I love you, Niall. I'll see you soon."
A/N: coffee has 67 reads (so close to 69 ; )) and its not even on chapter one! Wtf?! That's awesome!
~●All the love●~
~●Kass.
