Magcon and Omaha squad imagines

I'm Always Right Here - Matthew Espinosa

Description: you write a song for him
Shawn mendes song 'never be alone' will be used in this imagine.
Sorry for the really long wait I was having trouble with Wattpad but it's fixed!
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It was hard, love in Hollywood. I mean having your love over the other side  of the country was not really something one could get used too but it was something that Matt and I had to face. It was our reality, as much as I hated to admit it.

I lay in an uncomfortable old hotel bed, it was the usual, thinking about what it would be like if Matt was there but of course he wasn't he was off at Magcon and I was on my first tour. Tours always look fun on Snapchat and Instagram but it's actually very depressing and lonely.

I got up and did my same boring morning routine and got into the elevator to head to the venue that I was playing at that night. I got to the lobby where, of course, photographers were waiting. I shielded my eyes from the flashes and kept moving towards the door. I scrambled into the car that was waiting for me and plugged my headphones in playing a Matthew Espinosa Vine compilation. You can call me a crazy girlfriend if you want but how about you try being stuck on the other side of the country to your boyfriend.

We arrived and i said "Hi" all of the staff and dancers. Eventually I sat down on the side of the stage with my guitar strumming randomly the strings and humming along all the while thinking of Matt.

"I promise that one day I'll be around
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you sound
Right now it's pretty crazy
And I don't know how to stop or slow it down"

I smiled reaching over to my bag, pulling out some staves to write the music down.

"Hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about
And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now"

I hated being alone and I hated the thought of Matt being alone, it was too much to bare sometimes but somehow we always ended up okay. I kept writing until I had to go to hair and makeup.

"Okay" I screamed into the microphone "tonight I want to show you something special!" They crowd went insane, screaming and crying.
"It's a new song I wrote just before that I call 'never be alone'. I'll let you guys guess who it's about

I felt my stomach to flips and I strummed the first chord on my guitar nervously. I looked up to see my fans staring back at me smiling and at that moment I realised they don't care what it's about as long as they can dance and sing along.

I started playing louder and started singing. Thinking off Matthew the entire time

"I promise that one day I'll be around,
I'll keep you safe I'll keep you sound,
Right now it's pretty crazy and I don't know how to stop or slow it down,
Hey,
I know there are some things we need to talk about,
And I can't stay,
So let me hold you for a little longer now.

Take a piece of my heart,
And make it all your own,
So when we are apart,
You'll never be alone,
You'll never be alone.

You'll never be alone,
When you miss me close your eyes,
I may be far but never gone,
When you fall asleep tonight,
Just remember that we lay under the same stars,
Hey,
I know there are some things we need to talk about,
And I can't stay,
So let me hold you for a little longer now.

And take a piece of my heart,
And make it all your own,
So when we are apart,
You'll never be alone,
You'll never be alone.

You'll never be alone x4

Take a piece of my heart,
And make it all your own,
So when we are apart,
You'll never be alone,
You'll never be alone."

The crowd went insane again and I said my thank you'd and ran off stage much to their disappointment. I ran over to Mike, my best friend and dancer. He didn't say anything like I had expected him to but rather pointed at a computer.

I realised he was skyping someone. When I looked closer I saw Matthew with tears streaming down his face, smiling at me like an idiot.

"I saw all of it" he told me " I wanted to be there for you but I couldn't, so this was the next best thing."

He always wanted to be there for me and with this being my first big tour he really wanted to be here, but I told him as much as he'd hate to admit it his fans come before me.

"I wrote that song for you, you know that right" I said stating the obvious.

He laughed slightly and said "I know baby, I worked that part out. I love you Kate."

"I love you too matt"
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Sorry again for the long wait! Hope you liked it!