I am nervously waiting outside Minah room's door. I feel like a jerk yesterday not talking to her, bringing her snacks, watching her sleep and hugging her. I shouldn't have locked myself up. But that kiss really shut me down. She wasn't wrong, but I am the mistake.
I scratched the walls in anxiety and try to breath clamly, but my fast beating heart want more oxygen. I want to see Minah so much, but I don't want to see her angry.
She must be angry, I didn't read her notes last night, I didn't make her choco milk, I didn't cuddle her. The guilt in my heart just flooded and rushed all out.
Suddenly the door cracked open, and I saw Minah holding her pillow while using her free hand to rub her eye. She looked so worn out and tired. Like there's black paint under her eyes.
"Minah!!" I couldn't hold back, all I can do is rush to her and cuddle her. I reached put my arms to her and pulled her into my chest, embra her whole-heartedly.
"Minah, I'm so so so sooo sorry. I shouldn't have left you alone. It's all ny fault." I apologized as faithfully as I can and rubbed my chin on her messy hair. "I'm so sor-"
She pushed my away.
Using all her power to press me away on my tummy. She said nothing, just walking with her pillow towwing on the ground. I can she her trial of livelessness behind where she walks.
"Minah?" I asked and she keeps walking. My heart dropped and fall and land in a hole of cold ice. I followed her and said I'm sorry and sorry and sorry, but here ears weren't listening.
She shut the door of the washroom which almost punched on my nose. That dark aura made me frighten. I feel worser than guilty now. I feel like I am abandoned.
I sat on the sofa doing nothing and my brain blank. I never thought it would get this serious.
Minah came out from the washroom straight to the kitchen and chew her breakfast quickly. I followed her all the way quietly but that's all I can do. She doesn't even look at me anymore. Her vision blurs as her eyes swept pass me.
I tried to talk to her the way to school, but I know she isn't answering any of them. I am frightened now, I thought the quiet cold Hyeojin was gone.
At school, I watch her talk to Hyeojin and Kai. It hurt looking her smiling tiredly at her friends, and I am the reason of that fatigue she is suffering. I don't dare looking back to her seat on class, don't dare to turn a little bit.
And I heard silent laughters frim Kai and Minah during class, I just want to grab Kai and throw him away so I can take his place. I should be sitting and smiling at Minah.
I have no one to eat with during lunch, just this annoying girls swirling around me, making me dizzy. She ate out with Kai and Hyeojin, I saw her holding Kai's hand and I exploded in anger, inside. I hold it for you, I hold it for Minah.
And here I am alone at the school canteen, playing with some broccoli. I hate broccoli. What am I doing? Thinking about Minah. I need to get Minah back, so I am planning for something.
Finish playing with the vegetables, I walked back to the classroom early which I thought no one would be there.
"Hey, new guy! Chanyeol!" I heard a girl's voice. It's Hyeojin sitting on the window sill calling my name. Wow, this is unexpected.
"Hyeojin? I thought you were with Minah? Minah is with Kai alone?" I threw questions at her but she just raise an eyebrows. "I come back early to talk to you." Another unexpected answer. "Talk to me?" I asked.
She swept the place next to her and invited me to sit. "Minah look so tired and disheartened, what happened?" she asked directly, too directly with that furious eyes. "I... I ignored her the whole day yesterday." I explained.
She nodded and said "You know Kai is asking her out to prom." She made it straight again, like she is asking me a solution to a problem. "I know..." I mumbled in frustration.
"You knew? So what you gonna do? Let Kai get Minah?" Hyeojin raised her voice a little and continued, "You know what she want, don't you?"
"But she didn't care about what I've said or even look at me." I said those discouraging words but Hyeojin cut in quickly, "So you are giving up? Watching her walk with Kai?" in a serious tone.
No.
"I will help you." Hyeojin warmly smiled at me and slid down to the floor. "You need to ask her." she added before she handsomely walk away.
Minah, I am coming for you.
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A/N: Chanyeol's POV here. Do you know what this means? If you read my other Kai fan fic 'Tamed' you'll know. When boy's POV come, it means something is coming too. Sorry for short chapter.
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