Chasing Dreams(H.S)

Chapter 7: Who i am

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Sorry for late update :( i have been busy with my stupid ass school and all the same old hunchback grumpy teachers that have been teaching me some unintelligible things.I hate school :(
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And i dont want the world to see me, cause i dont think they'd understand ~ goo goo dolls

Do you ever just sit somewhere and realise how much of a misfit you are? You know you don't belong there but you are forced to be there.You are forced to do something you probably will never grow interest in.You are brain-washed into thinking that its what you want and that its the base of your 'rising successful future' but what about them? You just keep sitting there and mourn over how you dont belong there.

That how i was feeling while Mr Hudson was talking about some stupid ass water molecules in our chemistry class.Science had never been my thing from the beginning but mom and dad made me choose this as one of my brain-wrecking subjects because 'Amanda, you are too young to make decisions for yourself and believe us, chemistry is going to help you alot'. So thats how i got stuck in a place i never wished to be in.

I have no interest in sciences yet alone becoming a doctor.I mean come on! Doctors are so boring and no fun at all.This world has plenty of doctors anyways, its not like me becoming one would make a difference.Who likes to just sit on a chair all day and deal with all the miseries of people? No matter what you do for them, they will just take the list of medicines and x-rays or whatnot from you and leave without a word of gratitude.This universe gives no shit and i wont either.

But now what? Its so hard to be just sitting there and pretending to be listening while having your eyes fixed on the clock; watching as the second's hand ticked by; informing me the time left for this misery to end.

The rest of the 25 minutes were spent looking at the clock while Mr Hudson kept blabbering about god knows what.
When the bell finally rang; i rushed out of the classroom, probably being the first one to come out of the hell and sighed in relief.

There is one thing i learned about life after i chose chemistry; never ever force yourself into doing something you cant.

I headed towards the hallway while being consumed by my own train of thoughts.

I threw my books inside the locker; not bothering to organise my badly devastated thing no one would like to call a 'locker'.
I slammed it shut before turning around, only to be met by a not-so-happy Regina.She was wearing a black tank top with grey sweatpants underneath while her hair were thrown into a messy bun.I dont even dress like this while sleeping but yeah! go Reg!.Her arms were crossed over her chest while one of her eyebrows were raised.

"Hey sweet cheeks! Do you remember me? Oh right! You dont! little Miss Amanda here is too busy in her oh-so-thrilling life.But honey that totally okay! Let me help you remember,yeah?" She jeered while giving me the most sarcastic toothy smile."I am or was your best friend who actually helped you resolve your cute little basketball disputes,yeah that one happened just recently and-"

"Enough!" I said breaking in to a fit of laughter."Duh I didn't forget you! I have got so much to tell you bitch!" I said grabbing her forearm and dragging her towards the cafeteria while still smiling amusedly at my weird best friend, who still wasn't so happy.

"Yay! Cant wait to hear" she replied nonchalantly as her body sluggishly followed behind me.
We entered the cafeteria and immediately headed over to the counter.I bought some boxes water and butter croissant while Reg went for some peach juice and two mini oreo-glazed donuts.