Room 34B

Chapter 6- I told her

Tori's POV:

"Vega what the fuck is going on? I thought you were gay?....

"Look Jade, I am but I hate myself for it, it's wrong and I though if I got a boyfriend then I would feel less bad about it." I told Jade, tears starting to form in my eyes. "Vega what on earth are you talking about? Being gay is not wrong and you shouldn't hate yourself because of it. I really don't think getting a boyfriend will help." Jade said wiping the tears from my eyes, "Look Tori, if you really like this chick then give it a chance maybe she'll likes the same way back, you never no." she continued as she pulled me into a hug. "Jade she would never like me back the same way, I have just about got her to tolerate being around me, I don't think she telling her I am hopelessly in love with her will help."

"Your in love with her?" Jade asked pulling away from the hug to give me a questioning look. "I thought it was just a crush?" to add as she looked me in the eye. "Well I don't no I'm just so confused about it all." I say tears coming back to my eyes. "Look Tori here's what's going to happen, I'll get this dude to leave and you and I can sit down and talk about it, Kay?" Why is Jade being so kind to me? She is never this nice to me. And she wants to talk about this, I don't think I can just tell her.

"Kay" I said sniffiling as she walked out of the bathroom. As I washed up I could hear Jade in the room, "Look Vega is very upset at the moment she wants you to get the fuck out and leave." "Well maybe I could help her out if you know what I mean." I heard Tommy say in respoce to Jade. "You are pathetic all you want is to get into Tori's pants and fuck don't you?" Say said in a very loud voice. "Get the fuck out you pathetic fucked up loser." Jade said and then the door slammed. The I heard Jade mumble something along the lines of, "Tori is far to good from that douche bag."

I walked out of the bathroom head down and went to sit on the bean bag I was sitting on before Jade same in. "Hey look Vega things are going to be Ok." She said as she sat down next to me. "Vega do you want to tell me who this chick is? If I know who she is maybe I can help you get her." Jade said as she gestured for me to place my head on her shoulder, so I do so. "Look Jade, I really don't think you could help get her for me, she is 110% straight and if she was... well gay she wouldn't like me." I tell her as look up at her, omg she is just so gorgous and pretty and.... perfect. "Tori come on, tell me it might make you feel better, you can't bottle it all up, you'll end up exploding and I really don't want to clean that mess up." Jade said with a giggle and to be honest she is right I have bottled this up for nearly two years I really am on the verdge of explodeing.

"Jade I have 'bottled it up' for two years I'm sure I'll be fine." I told her taking a deep breath and sighing. "What!! two whole fucking years??" Jade said it with some much shock and looked at me as if I was crazy. "Yeah, I think I'll be Ok." "Tori that is so not ok. Just please tell me." Jade said in a pleading voice. Why the hell does she care so much, she never has before so why now.

"Fine Jade, Do you really wanna who the girl is?" I say to Jade, because at this point I give up and I really don't care. "Yes, Tori I wanna help you." Jade said all conserned. "Fine Jade the girl I like is you, the chick is you the girl I have tried to get out of my head for two years is YOU!" I stood up and turned away from her and the tears are now rushing down my face. "Wait what, ME, you like me ?" Jade said looking extremly shocked but it didn't seem to scare her. "Yes Jade you, your gorgous, pretty, sexy and omg just perfect!" There was a moment of silence and I was near sure that Jade had silently walk out on me. But then I turned round and she was standing less than two inches away.

"Tori why did'nt you tell? When did this all start?" Jade said tears coming to her eyes as well looking so confused. "Because I want you to except me as friend and I didn't want to scare you away, it all started when you and I had to play husband and wife in Sikowitz play and he sent us on the 'Date'..." I start to explain but then got cut off by Jade, "So when you said the I was pretty and when you said 'I love you' in the play you ment it all?" She questioned me wiping the tears from her eyes. "Yes every word, I ment all of it and....." and just as I was about to finish I felt Jade's lips crash against mine.