It's hard to look in a mirror and tell yourself that you're getting better than start to pick out everyone of your flaws.
But, I guess, in a way it's funny to see yourself so happy with someone who at times can make you feel so inferior.
And it's scary to see yourself getting bigger in the waist and legs and it hurts me to pick up any sort of food, even fruit.
Yesterday, I spent the day convincing myself that I was strong and that I would not let anyone hurt or intimate me but all of that vanished today.
When I was backed up against the basin and mother had her fists bunched with her crazy looking eyes burning holes in me. I gulped but tried my hardest not to look scared when the moment she left after screaming at me, the tears just fell as I finished brushing my teeth.
YOU ARE READING
Through your veins.
Random(SECOND BOOK!!! The first book is called 'into your veins' I suggests you read it or this book will not make sense ☺️ ) Sometimes you are so broken that when another tries to love you, you break...
