Brallie:One Shot

Whats A SoulMate?

Hey guys this is just another one shot to get us through this hiatus, hope you enjoy!!

Callie's POV
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Mommy what's a soulmate?

I heard my little girl ask me as I turn around to face her. Shocked by these words I'm speechless.

Um why do wanna know baby?

I ask her as she puts down her animal crackers.

A boy in my class told me that I was his.

I smiled at her for a second and thought about him and how I let him go.

Well, a soulmate is someone who makes you feel, amazing. They inspire you to become a better person. They love you and everything about you, they never judge you, they see you for you.

I explained to her as she looked up at me. All I could think about was Brandon. After I got adopted we stopped talking, we only had one conversation that I will never forget.

Callie are we really just going to forget what happened?
He said as I looked at him softly. Of course not how could I, it had to be the best moment in my life. Where I felt the closest to him, to anyone. It wasn't rushed and fast like with Liam, it was nice and slow and worth the wait.
No Brandon but we can't keep doing this. It's over it has to be. I'm your sister.
No your not, we aren't related by blood. We can be together.
If your not my brother than Marianna isn't my sister and Stef and Alena aren't my moms.
Callie I didn't mean it like that.....I have been with Marianna and Jesus for 10 years, I have known you for 3 and in those 3 years you HAVE never been a sister to me. I will never think of you as my sister because when I saw you and when I still do everyday I think,
Damn, she's so sexy. She's all mine.
Then the sun comes up, reality sets in and your my sister.
He says to me as I look at the floor and cross my arms.
Brandon....
Callie remember what you told me at the Winter Ball about Wyatt. You guys had sex. That's wasn't true. Tell me something even worse cause.....I can't be your brother.
He says as he starts to cry.
I can't Brandon cause it'll be a lie. Just forget about me. Go back with Lou, Tayla. Anyone Brandon. Go to Disney Hall and find someone else. Please.
I beg as he shakes his head no.
If I can't have you I don't want to be with anyone.
He says as he comes to me and kisses me. I just stand there as he puts his hand at my zipper and try's to unbutton my pants. I let him. I'm desperate for his touch. He has this power over me that no one else does.
He takes off my pants as I take off my shirt as quickly as I can trying to close the gap between us.
He looks at me like he did at the cabin
Brandon, stop, stop, stop, stop.
I say to him as him as he removes his from the panties and lifts his head up.
What?
He says panting.
I'm your sister. We can't
I say to him as he looks at me and smirks,
Yes Callie we can. Your telling me that you think of me as your brother.
He says as I think about it,
No.
I say as I take off his boxers.
Something is telling me this is wrong but I let my heart choose for me.
I love you.
I love you too.

As I think back on what happened my daughter looks at me again.

Is Daddy your soulmate?

She asks as I feel guilty I want to say yes but no he's not. I don't love Silas the way I will ever love Brandon. Silas is amazing and handsome and the best thing ever but Brandon is, better, in many ways.

But I'm too late 3 years too late. Brandon died 3 years ago.

After Disney Hall when Brandon came back his plane crashed and he never made it home. When he left the entire family was at the airport and before his plane boarded he gave each of us a hug. When he got to me, he gave me a hug and gave me a note.

When I got home that night I opened it and read it.

I love you so much Callie.
That's night/day was great.
Your right, your my sister and I'm your brother.
That doesn't mean we can't be special siblings.
We are you and in love
We are infinite
We are each other
2 halves of one heart.
I love you, see you soon.

I still have the note I keep it in the pocket of one of Brandon's shirt I stole. To be exact the maroon shirt he wore when we first broke up. That was really painful.

Mommy.

Crista asked me as I looked back at her.

No he's not sweetie.

I said sweetly.

Then who.

She asked as I stared at the window looking at the starry sky.

Someone else who died a long time ago. But you are my soulmate and so is your brother Brandon.

I said as I looked over at my second child, the one who reminded me of Brandon so much. His name is actually Brandon Michael Johnson but sometimes I call him Brandon Jr. His brown curly hair and green eyes. Wishing he was Brandon's.

Mommy I'm hungry.

Brandon said as I got up and went to the kitchen.

Brandon is still in my memory and I will always love him.

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A/N

Amazing I know right. Hope you enjoyed.