This is How I Love You. [Akashi Seijuro x 2P!Reader]

Awake.

"I never expected I'd hurted her so much. It was all my fault."

Three months later after those incident happened, I'm still visiting her. This day, her parents aren't here cause they have a business trip overseas. I changed the flower on the vas that placed on the desk,

"The nurse hasn't given it water."

Stated me as filled the vas with some water from the bathroom. Then, suddenly,

Beep. Beep. Beep.

The machine began to rang, that means that something distracted her respiracy. I quickly went out and found that she was breathless,

"(F/N)!! Doctor!!"

Shouted me as pushed the button to call doctors or nurses. Without any seconds, they have came and quickly take care of her,

"Everyone! Bring the electric respiracy machine! She has lost much oxygen!"

"Yes, Doctor!"

I was standing there quietly. Watching every single steps of them. They tried to use CPR and another ways to helped her. But,

Piip. Piip. Piip.

The sound changed. It means she's stopped to breath. The doctor was shocked there and finally gave up,

"16.30, Miss (F/N)(L/N) at (Month), (Date) (Years)(the fuck I don't have any idea about the date and i'm confused when did the winter cup held... So, pardon me for this :>)"

Said one of the doctors and they stayed away from her matress. I came closer to see her, I couldn't believe that she had left me. I still remember all of her smile, voice, and tears.

"Seijūrō! I love you so much~"

I thought my life is better without you.
Everytime you were around me, I'd felt uneasy.
Everything changed from me.
So you did.
I never seen you to be more than childhood friend.
But, you're always chased me.
My other side loves you.
I pushed you away after I've back.
I did it to prevent any sadness or problem between us.
Why we're ended up like this?

I gripped her hand. As I didn't know, tears had streamed down to my face,

"(F/N)... Why did you leave me? This isn't the end, I know you can hear me..."

"Please forgive me, (F/N)"

"Wake up, (F/N)!"

"(F/N)!"

Shouted me as stared at her lifeless face. But, no respond came. Maybe, it's true that she had passed away. But no, She mustn't leave me like this. We haven't done our problem. Then, a doctor came and comforted me,

"I'm sorry, young master... But, she had passed away."

"Oh? I'm sorry..."

"We must be the one who apologise."

"It's alright."

I felt all my body weak.
My chest hurted so much.
It was very painful.
What is this? Is it love?

Suddenly,

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I turned back and found that she's started to breathing again. I quickly ran and rushed to her matress. And found her who has woken up,

"(F/N)!"

She slowly opened both of her eyes and sat on her matress. She glanced and observed any spot. All of the doctors and nurses very happy,

"It must be a miracle!"

"Wow!"

Then, she stared at me with a curious also puzzled face. She must be fear not to see the world for few months. I hugged her there,

"It's okay, (F/N)! It's me, I'll call your parents."

"Who am I?"

Heard that, I was shocked there. I realased my embrace as stared at her with a 'what-do-you-mean' face. And yes, she was insecure like she doesn't know what's happens,

"Why am I here?"

"Who am I?"

"What did happen?"

She asked a lot of questions without any gasp. She was very shocked and didn't know what to do. So, a nurse came and injected her with an anexia to make her take a rest. And yes, she felt a sleep several minutes later.