This is How I Love You. [Akashi Seijuro x 2P!Reader]

Certainty.

"He comes back. I've noticed it, I've to left him. I don't want to hurth him anymore. I must be disappeared."

A day after that, you sighed slightly as raised your eyebrows as noticed that you received a mail.

Fr : 赤司征十郎
To : (F/N) (L/N)
Text :
How are you, (L/N)-chan?
I heard you were nominated as the smartest student here. Congratulation.

You rolled your eyes, He never sent you an e-mail like this. He never congruated you when you received an award or be the best in occasional subject. 'The old Seijūrō has back, and never being replaced again.' Thought me. You must contact him. So, you texted him back,

Fr : (F/N) (L/N)
To : 赤司征十郎
Text :
Thank you so much, Akashi-kun.
I need to talk with you, can we meet in the school yard? Thank you.

You sighed as walked through the hallway of the school. You felt unaware, uneasy, waiting for his answer. Would he hestiate to meet you? Suddenly, your phone rang,

Fr : 赤司征十郎
To : (F/N) (L/N)
Text :
No problem for me, (L/N)-chan. And yes, fortunately, I've a spare time after school.
Let's meet there.

Read that, you smiled a bit, 'This is the end, I see.' Thought me there as you entered the lab for study with your class-mates. After school, you arrived on the school yard first.

"Looks like I'm the only one who's here, guess what? I need a certainty."

Uttered me as smiled a bit. Suddenly, I heard some footsteps and I know who's this voice belonged to,

"Ah-Akashi-kun! Hello! Sorry for bother you."

"It's alright, (L/N)-senpai."

"Ah yes... You're kinda busy at all."

"Not really busy. So, what do you want to talk with me?"

"Promise me that you won't avoid me after this."

"I promise you."

"Really?"

He nodded anxiouslly, as strained his ears as ready to hear your words,

"Do you love me?"

He was surprised there,

"Pardon me?"

"We're a couple, you know? But no, I'm your other self's couple but not yours... So, do you love me?"

"I guess I couldn't answer it now."

"Why? Is it very hard to answer?"

"Yes, I must check it by myself... But, I can't see you in romantic way."'

Heard his words, your chest hurted so much, like it has been stabbed by  100 knives. You sighed, as held your tears,

"I see... Thanks for all of this, Akashi-kun! But believe me, I'm always love you."

"I'm sorry, (L/N)-senpai.

"No need to apologise! I shall go now, I've a practice in my house! See you, Akashi-kun!"

You smiled a bit as waved your hand to him, he replied you with a single nod. After you've reached the school gate's, your face already wet because the tears,

"Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!"

Shouted you as still crying. You walked to leave the school immediately. You didn't concentrate at all. All you want is reach your house and lock yourself on your room.

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And, forget about those stupid little things.

Your daydream over when suddenly, a large container was in front of your eyes. You couldn't move, it has reached you few inches. And, it crushed you as bumped to you. All you could see was blood who's covering your body.

"Seijūrō."

That's the last words you say before fainted. You couldn't move anything. You couldn't scream. You totally blamed yourself to be a clumsy like this.