This is How I Love You. [Akashi Seijuro x 2P!Reader]

Anxiousness.

〔 Moving on isn't hard, the hardest one is letting go all of the flawless memories of us. 〕

[ 赤司征十郎's P.O.V]

I exhaled a long deep breath. After a couple of hours tangled with a quin of paper works, I'd finally gained my freedom.

"Finally.."

I drawled with a barely audible voice before lent my sturdy body towards the king size bed of mine surly. Desultory from it, I yanked out my phone from the pocket of my trousers. My phone was un-crammed, hollow, there wasn't any new notifications perched onto it.

".. (F/N).."

Impercetibly, my mouth strung my flame's name. Swiftly, my knuckles stifled onto the phone. My eyes widened as staggered whilst I found none notifications from her. It was peculiar since she used to sent me a bunch of texts everyday.

"Maybe, she was enraptured with her own business. I should've known, she'd text me tomorrow."

Muttered me with a barely audible voice. My sturdy arms brandished towards the old wooden desk beside my bed, aimed to put my phone on it. I chose to prickled away my anxiousness and lousy reverie before furled both of my eyelids. Several minutes later, I've skid into the deepest dream.

/Time Skip/

One day had passed swiftly, I was in the middle of the density meeting of Student Council. (F/N) wasn't there. I've also inquired her classmates that she wasn't here to attended the school. She didn't go to school with an emerge reason.

Whilst I passed the hollow corridor of the school, suddenly, my phone shuddered and rang. Rapidly, I fished out my phone, answered the incoming call.

"Hello?"

"Is this Mr. Seijūrō Akashi?"

"Yes. Who am I speaking with?"

"We're from the Royale Hospital, the only contact who recess from the crevice was yours so we're contacting you."

"And, what's the matter?"

"It's about Ms. (F/N) (L/N).."

Heard those names, my eyes widened. My soul swiftly speckled with anxiousness and fret. Please, not a lousy one.

"She's in the trance of serious critical circumstances.."

"What?!"

"We've also called her sister.. She has arrived here.."

"Thanks for the information."

I apprehensively hung off the call, rushed towards the nearest shelter to nestled any vehicles to reached the remained hospital. I chose to rode an express Taxi, nonetheless, I've reached the hospital in fleeted.

"(F/N)..."

Drawled me with a barely audible voice whilst scoured the hospital. Indignant, Anxiousness, Fret and Sadness wallop the regimes of my whole feelings. (F/N)'s figure thrive to haunted me inside of my reverie, reeked for any definitive answer of her current condition.

The steps of my feet sluggishly stoped in front of the E.R's room, the Sanctuary room whilst people who overwought their soul placed. My burgundy orbs caught a lot of doctors overwhelmed to wade her. Suddenly, my ears caught a spoken utterance that dips onto an abyss,

"She can't be helped, Akashi."

"How?"

"See and hear the respiratory machine, it's elucidated her current condition."

Tiiiiiitttttt

"I'm sorry, I should've protected her! Since, it's my major job as her sister but looks like I've failed as a good sister.."

(F/N)'s sister showed me an erratic demeanor, domained by a zast regret. My tongue couldn't string any palpable words anymore, lured by mourn of (F/N)'s death. I solicitously scraped that I took a loins onto this vicious death.

I couldn't solve this conundrum, all I could do is wailed and winced. Invoked for (F/N) for being stay alive, seized from these orgy circumstances. I maintained my sober demeanor outside, desultory from it, I've splintered apart. This flippancy mistake laced as a smear onto my ledger, again.

"It's also my mistake. I'd slam myself for the bane one. (F/N) never did lousy acts, eke, she'd hastily retreated herself from askew circumstances. She doesn't deserve this, she's a cherus femme."

"Akashi..."

"Back to the world, Both of us are just an ordinary human being. We couldn't swiftly stop or sewed her death. Don't inlay all of the weight on you."

"You're right. I was wondering why'd someone like you date an unblemished femme like her but now, I know that you're worthy one. I bet she loves you very much.."

"Thank you, (F/N)'s sister. I'm glad that I could be a spectacles part of her life. I would never forget her."

"Thank you, Akashi."

I exhaled a long breath, a sullen expression slowly plastered onto my countenance. I whirled my body towards the opposite way, aimed to exit the hospital.

Each steps I took, a schemes of insouciant memories of mine with (F/N) intrimately nestled my sight, like the movie strips. A zeal memories that I wish I could rummage one more time with (F/N). I couldn't succumbe and bare these stifled pain.

Some droplets of tears trickled down through my cheeks. The tears even cackled with my malevolent towards myself. As I've reached the outside of the hospital, I wiped away all the translucent tears away. Living inside of (F/N)'s lure and continued my daily life wouldn't hurt me, right?