Not a simple love story || Muke

Chapter 2

Micheal pov)

"Please dad please stop i promise I'll stop being gay" punch after punch my dad kept hitting me
"I don't believe you, you fucking fag" he started to punch harder and harder till i see black spots everywhere. if he wasn't going to kill me I was going to do it. But everything stoped

"Mikey baby wake up your having a nightmare,  come on baby wake up." I woke up to see my brother jack beside me rubbing my hair and holding my hand.

"G-goodmorning" he gave me a sad smile and kissed my forehead.

"You had another nightmare, was it of him again" I nodded my head "I'm sorry I couldn't save you from him sooner baby." I hug him as if I'm telling him that's it's okay. "Okay well it's time to get dressed and go to school, okay" I nodded my head and get out of bed and go to my closet. I grab black skinny jeans and one of my sweaters and my white vans and go downstairs I pass jack and Alex and make my way to the door. "Did you really think you could sneak past us Michael Gordon Clifford" I wain when as I here my middle name.

Alex walks up to me with a pointed look "you forgot your lunch and breakfast" he hands me my lunch bag and an apple.

"T-thank y-you" I go up to them and kiss there cheeks and walk out the front door and stared to walk to school. When I thought I was far enough away from my house I throw away my lunch and the apple. maybe a homeless person will find it and have a good meal. I keep walking to the place I call hell.

When I finally get to school I heard kids yell the same names they always do "fag" "loser" "waste of space " "freak" "just kill your self already" don't they think I've tried and failed. do they think I  like it hear or something. I ran down the hall to my locker but Luke Hemmings who's locker was across from mine was there with his friends Calum and .... Ashton. I turned around to face my locker again but I turned around to look at them one more time and there he was "hey freak how's life being a gay fag" I can't respond I haven't spoken in years unless it's one of the guys "cat got your tongue" why dose he do this. Before he left he punched punched me twice where one of my bruise that he caused were and he walk away with his friends. Ashton kept turning around looking at me why does he do this. Doesn't he know he's causing more pain. Eventually I got up and walked to the bathroom and locked the last stall farthest from the door and got my razor out of my bag and started to cut everywhere I wish my life was better I wish he was still here. I wish everyone didn't always leave me.

After I started to feel a little light headed I stop and put the razor in a special pocket in my bag so no one can find it. I got up off the floor and stared to wobble a little I start to feel sick maybe I should stay in here for awhile till I don't feel this way.