The Diary of the Luckiest Michael Crawford Fan in the World

Day 6

Day 6:

So today my indecisive hormones decided to choose yesterday to make me feel guilty about leaving home. I was sitting on the steps of Michael's house when the sudden guilt of leaving my parents for my own wrong doing and problems just struck me like a tree in a thunderstorm. I felt sorry and began to sob. Michael must've caught me because I felt his big yet soft and sensitive hand on my shoulder. I turned around and he lead me inside. After holding me close and comforting me for a minutes, he told me to go to the bathroom.I obeyed confused yet anxious. A few minutes later, he came in with a loofa and some bubble bath product. For the last few hours of the day, I was in pure heaven. 

Michael started a bubble bath for me and gently rubbed my body clean with a loofa. It when smooth and quiet; that is, until he had to get my sensitive areas. A gentle cleaning turned into short intervals of tickle fights and foam throwing. When we finished, he helped me out of the tub but I insisted that I dry myself off. When I came into my room, he was in there ready to give me a massage.

 After thoroughly rubbing my body, he realized how much he wanted me and gently pulled me in and gave me a gentle yet passionate kiss. I responded to his desire for me and kissed him back, running my fingers through his hair and stroking his body.He pulled away to quickly, realizing what he had done. There was a look of shock on his face and started pacing back and forth looking guilty as f***. I got up and stopped him in his tracks by grabbing the his shoulders. I reassured him that this was something I dreamt of doing since I fell in love with him. After his tearful apology he sat on my bed again and read me a chapter in a book he was reading until I got tired. 

He kissed me goodnight and we gazed into each other's eyes for a few seconds before quietly shutting the door. He must be in love with me.