Devil inside > lrh

↠ aleisha

Chapter fourteen;

SO ASHTON CUT HIS MAGNIFICENTLY GORGEOUS HAIR AND I THOUGHT "TIME TO UPDATE AND SHIT COS WHY TF NOT?!" 

also luke has this arazyerkeaflaera girl on his arm lol no luke stay with angel you lil shit 

MOVING ON 

Luke looked like a deer caught in the headlights.

His blue eyes were wide with worry and i can hear his heart beat just a little bit faster.

Secrets. I sense secrets.

At the bed laid a woman. She was pretty, she almost looked exactly like me which was scary. I felt my heart break just a little bit but decided to square my shoulders and be the strong person in this situation rather than be the weak defeated one.

"Who's this?" i asked as casual as i could.

They didn't speak. Both of them. The woman looked tired, as if she had just woken up and luke just looked plain guilty.

There were a lot of things in this world that i didn't realize were true before i met luke, and all thos e were pretty bizarre when i discovered them; angels, demons, reincarnation, seers. but this, this was next level.  bringing someone back to life, was unreal and crazy and i wanted to rub my eyes or pinch myself just to see if this was real. 

"angel." luke said clearing his throat "can we um, talk outside?" 

i said nothing, crossing my arms over my chest and turning on my heel towards the door. pain started in pinches in my chest but i try to ignore it. i can't act weak now, i have lots of obligations and a small sliver of weakness i show, lucifer might see and take advantage of. 

luke closes the door behind him and i stood there with a neutral expression waiting for him to say something. he licked his lips and cleared his throat. 

"uh, that was aleisha." 

waves, crashing in my chest in nervousness as a number of paranoid thoughts ran in my head. 

"she just appeared, i don't know how or when but she's just- there." 

more paranoia, i was scared. what ifs ran into my brain. 

"i- i have to take care of her, angel. i just- i can't leave her." 

heart cracking into pieces, like glass that's been thrown. not hard enough to break it, but enough to leave lines that might soon cause it to break.

"i-i'm sorry its just-" 

"its fine, luke." i broke through his stutter fest "just-" 

i look down on the floorboards and stare at my worn out vans. i felt luke's fingers take hold of my chin and angle my face so i was facing his. he leaned down, our lips meet and just like that, everything was washed away. all my worries and it was all just replaced with pure bliss and happiness. based on experience, i knew this type of happiness didn't last very long. but i let it crash over me anyway, like waves at the shore even though i know it'll all stop at some point. 

luke retracts and beautiful gray eyes stare at mine with a smile full of awe. he kisses the corner of my lips before he leaves a lingering one on my forehead. "i love you, so much." 

i sent him a weak smile and soon he went back into the room with aleisha. 

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"that's fucked up." ashton said, taking a sip of his coffee, and soon cringing at the taste. i laughed and traced the rim of my cup with my forefinger. 

"yeah." i shrugged "its nothing compared to human me finding out that angels and demons exist but- its something."

"So what're you gonna do now?" ashton asks.

I lean back on my chair and let my hands rub my arms. It was cold in the hospital despite the fact that the air conditioner at the corner of the room was leaking water, and also despite the fact that i wore a sweater.
"I don't know ash. I'm scared." i leaned forward on the table again and let my fingers trace the rim of the cup "its like i have no control whatsoever on these variables. I can't control luke's feelings, nor can i control aleisha. Its the first time i have no control on anything and i'm so scared. Like, what if luke falls in love with aleisha again? And i'm stuck in the sidelines watching or i'm back to square one? I really don't wanna lose him."

Ashton gulped down the rest of the disgusting hospital coffee and nods "i understand your fear of losing him. You love him angel, and he loves you just as much. But just because its a known fact that he loves you as if you put the stars in the sky and the ground beneath his feet, doesn't mean he's intangible, or that you can't lose him. All these fears are fine, but better keep it on the lay low and stay strong for now, okay?" he advices with an encouraging pat on the back and a smile.

"Thank you, ashton." i said with a smile and attempted to hug him despite the fact that there was a table between us. Ashton let out his infamous giggle.

"You're we-"

"Ms. Malik!" (a/n she goes by malik now okay so no confusion :-) ) a nurse frantically went to us. She was panting "please come with me, you have to see this."

Ashton and i looked at each other for a brief second before we both immediately stood up running towards the nurse as she led the way.

We were soon in front of harry's door and i heard him scream. Not the scream of triumph or happiness, it was a scream of pain.

Something was up.

No shit sherlock oh god angel really?

So yeah another update that i hope was slightly better than my last one lol

Sorry if it sucks i haven't been in tabs with my writer self yet cos school keeps sucking every last bit of energy i have.

Anyways, hope you enjoy it and comment what you think and vote and shit!

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