What Are You Waiting For?(PhanFiction)

Phil?(Chapter 4)

Phil's POV:

I've been sitting in the chair next to Dan's hospital bed for a week straight I only left when I had to go to the bathroom or when I was told to leave. I held his hand all day and kept whispering things in his ears hoping he would hear them and wake up. I was whispering some things in his ear when the doctor came, The doctor said he should wake up soon and not to give up hope.The doctor left and we were alone again, I have not slept in a few days and I don't plan on sleeping any time soon. I Stepped out to let Dan's parents in to see him since I have been with him the whole time and they let me be with him. I gave Dan's parents about two hours to be with him I went home to go change and shower  and have an actual meal.

Dan's Parents let him know they love him by just sitting and talking to him like I Have been, when they came outside I was pacing  in the waiting room. When They let me back in I ran up and hugged him grabbed his and and sat back down. I know I've only known Dan about two week I feel so close to him. I feel like we have known each other for ever. What if Dan has amnesia and won't remember me. Ugh I keep worrying myself even more than I was before he's only been in a coma for a week. I feel like he just won't remember me and that he will just think that I am just a stranger helping him with everything. It was just about two hours and I haven't used the bathroom or gotten anything to eat. I just don't want to leave him because I feel like if I leave him something will happen and I won't even know.  He might wake up when I leave and I want to stay just in case he does. I feel like I am becoming so paranoid because I never leave the room and I am always by his side holding his hand, or hugging him, or even laying beside him.

I had fallen asleep by his side for the night and woke up right next to him, which made me very happy. But then I had to go to the bathroom so I left, then I was super hungry so I went to the hospital cafe and got some cereal then went back up the the room and sat back down next to Dan. The next three hours passed by and I had done nothing but watched Dan sleep. I know that might be a little creepy and all but he is just cute when he sleeps. " Stop thinking about him Phil, I can't have him know that i'm not straight but gay, he will still think i'm crazy and leave me. But he will need to know sometime or another. No Phil don't talk and think about him like that, he is innocent and doesn't need to have a guy picking up on him, only girls. But I can't help it." I argue with myself for about 20 minutes and I keep saying that I can't be liking him like that. It's just so hard not to look at his beautiful face when he is sleeping.

Dan looked very uncomfortable so I tried to move him when  His sleeves came up and I saw them, scars up and down his arm. I used to have this problem but I have recently stopped about the time I met Dan. As I examined his scars I saw four were quite recent. I wonder why he would do this to himself, He seems perfect to me. Maybe he was bullied for looking emo, Or for being gay. I kind of hope that is the reason because if he was maybe just maybe I would have a chance with him. I was putting too much thought into this that I forgot where I was and was started when Dan's Mom came in. "Phil Honey you should go home and sleep I know you haven't slept in a few days and you look tired" " I don't want to leave his side what if he wakes up and i'm not here" "I don't want to say this but I don't think he's going to wake up anytime soon" " How could you say that I know it's been a week but don't give up hope" Dan's mom just scoffed and left the room.

Dan's POV:

All I can see is black I can hear I hear a woman Say "Phil Honey you should go home and sleep I know you haven't slept in a few days and you look tired" Why hasn't Phil slept in days I thought to myself I then hear Phil say no that he wants to stay with me just in case I wake up, What does he mean by wake up? I then realize I can't feel anything.At first, I was panicked and confused, I can't think clearly and I'm struggling to remember what happened and what's going on. My mind is clouded and my thoughts are hazy and incoherent. Think Dan. Think! I try desperately to remember. Something. Anything. Then, suddenly like a miracle, I feel something, or someone grabbing hold of my hand and squeezing it tightly. With that touch, that feeling, the fog in my head lifts and everything all comes flooding back at once. Phil. The cafe and the park. Shouting, Phil shouting to be exact. Something, something hit me. A car maybe? Then all around me there were sirens, and flashing lights. As well as machines buzzing and hushed voices all swirling around in my head at once. As quickly as the memories came to me, they were gone, and I heard something. A voice. Not just any voice either, the most beautiful voice I've ever heard. The voice of an angel. There was something wrong though. This angel was crying and angels should never cry. I realized the angel I was hearing was none other than Phil. He was sobbing and begging for me to wake up. It pained me to hear him like that. I wanted to give him a big hug and tell him everything was going to be okay, but I still couldn't move.I tried desperately to wake up, Phil needed me and I wasn't going to let him down. I feel Phil lean down towards me and start whispering things in my ear softly. He started telling me how much he needed me and how important I am to him. Phil's soft, soothing voice stated to lull me to sleep when suddenly, it was gone. I was confused, when suddenly I felt something soft and warm on my cheek. Lips. Phil's lips left a lingering warmth and I felt happy. Phil began whispering in my ear again. "Please wake up Dan, I haven't known you for very long, but I don't think I can go on without you for very long either. Please." I heard a choked sob and then something wet on my face. Tears. Phil was crying again. When he settled down and began speaking to me again I was relieved. I couldn't take it anymore and I fought my hardest to emerge from the darkness. Suddenly my eyes fluttered open and I saw bright lights shining everywhere, among them was Phil, shining the brightest of them all.  

Phil's POV:

I started to talk to Dan, I was telling him how much he meant to me when I heard mumbling. I look down to see Dan's head moving. As his eyes are fluttering open, my heart skips a beat and my eyes widen. I so excited and happy that I just hugged Dan. I asked Dan how he was feeling and told him how happy I was That he was awake. "Dan?"I ask "Yeah Phil" Dan says with a very groggy voice "Do you remember anything?" But then I thought, how would he remember anything. He was Put into a coma.