My ugly life

I'm sorry

( RACHEL POV) Well i had no choice but to go look for Jordan i don't even know what to do I'm just down i feel like i don't even know what i feel like but 1 thing that hurts me the most is Alexa while i was busy thinking my phone rang at first i thought it was Jordan but it was some random number so i had no choice but to pick up the phone
Rachel: hello
Dilish: hi Rachel it's your sister
Rachel: omg Dilish i missed you
Dilish: I'm sorry i haven't called
Rachel: it's okay i know you are really busy over there
Dilish: yeah something like that well I'm coming back to see mom okay so talk to you later
i was so sad she didn't even let me say anything she didn't even ask if i was okay but you know Dilish she doesn't really care
Edward: hi
Rachel: hi how you doing
Edward: good so i heard you talking to someone who was that
Rachel: it was Dilish she said she was coming back
Edward: well that's good. you look depressed are you okay?
Rachel: yeah i will be fine something just happened today
Edward: you mind telling me i mean  am i your bf if u can't tell me stuff
well i really wanted to tell Edward at the same time i didn't cause him and Alexa are very close so i didn't know what to do
Rachel: can you leave i need to rest
Edward: okay that's very rude but okay
when Edward left i sent a message to Jordan so i waited all night for his reply all of a sudden my phone started ringing and it was Jordan
Jordan: hi i saw your message so now you found out i wasn't dating Nikki well I'm happy you did but i don't think i would ever forgive you for not trusting me
Rachel: I'm sorry i didn't mean too i love you Jordan i need you back
Jordan: I'm sorry Rachel but i don't think i would ever forget it
i didn't get to say another word when i noticed Jordan hanged up on me then i noticed someone was at the door i was about to check when Edward came in
Edward: wtf so you cheating on me
Rachel: no its just that
Edward: i don't really care okay but i want you out of my life you useless bitch
Rachel: I'm sorry
i had no choice but to leave Edwards house i had no where to go i was lonely on the street then i tried to call Jordan after like 2 min he picked up my call i told him what happened and stuff so he came to get me
Jordan: get in the car
Rachel: Thank you
Jordan: i don't think i can keep doing this
we got to his house he packed his car i didn't know when i started kissing him i really loved him
Jordan: Rachel you don't have to do this if you really don't want to but still if you want to well i guess
Rachel: i want to
we started making out he carried me inside we got inside the room the first thing i did was turn off my phone and locked the door he took of my clothes he started kissing me then he took off his clothe at that moment i knew i really wanted to do this  he took off my  underwear and he started kissing me he placed his warm hand on my boobs I slowly moaned then he started kissing me I couldn't think of anything then he took me by surprise when he put his dick in my pussy it was my first time so it kinda hurt but it was good his dick slowly when into my pussy then he started going rough on me and I moaned louder I couldn't help it then he slowly removed his dick and started licking my pussy it felt extremely good I was moaning so loud I got scared the neighbors could here me but I didn't mind this was the best day of my life after like 3 hours we both got tired
Jordan: did u enjoy it or was I bad
" i didn't know what to do or say  I was so shy i just walked to the bathroom all nacked i was about to get in the shower when Jordan started kissing my neck but i had to stop him cause i wasn't ready for another round
Jordan: well I'm gonna leave you okay see you tomorrow morning
Rachel: Okay goodbye and it was really good
i took a shower after that got dressed up and turned on my phone and noticed that Alexa called me i was surpriseda the same time scared but i called her back cause i didn't want her to suspect anything
Rachel: hi
Alexa: Bitch I'm not ready for all your nonsense i just wanted to tell you to back off Jordan okay if not I'm gonna kill you
Rachel: what are you talking about
Alexa: Bitch now you trying to pretend i know you  well i want you to leave him alone he mine
Rachel: Okay first i don't even think he knows you exsit after what we just did I don't even think he would ever want you after that i just hanged up i was so mad/scared so i went to Jordans room
Jordan: are you okay what's going on
Rachel: Nothing can i come in I'm really scared
Jordan: okay
so i got on his bed and he grabbed me and kissed me I was so happy and I felt relieved and glad I had Jordan in my life

I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED IT WELL DILISH IS COMING BACK AND WHO DO YOU THINK TOLD ALEXA THAT JORDAN WAS BACK IS SOMEONE STALKING RACHEL AND IS ALEXA REALLY GOONA KILL RACHEL FIND OUT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER