No One Will Break Me

Chapter 4- It Feels Like I've Known Him For Years

I got up to another morning and sighed for the hundredth time in under a minute. What was I going to do now? I wanted to see Adrian so much. I wanted to tell him how much I cared for him. If we become a couple, what will I tell my friends. They're already so protective of me.

After the movie, I can't ignore Adrian, but how am I supposed to just talk to him?  We definitelybonded and became closer. I can't help but think we're going a little too fast, but a part of me wishes to hold his hand, kiss him, go on dates like a normal teenage couple. I could easily imagine me by his side forever.

He's different from everyone else. He has an air around him that states that he will not be merciful if someone gets in his way, but it's still kind in a way, and isn't mean at all. It also said that if they didn't do anything to him, he would return the favor. He was so mysterious and I found myself wanting to find out more about him. 

I snapped myself out of this. If I was going to see him, I need to get ready to go. This shouldn't affect me, and I should be able to treat him like every other boy that approaches me. The only thing that prevented me from doing this, was that I didn't want to treat him like everyone else. He was special to me.

I followed through on my daily  routine and entered the school with my friends as I usually did. I went straight to my first period class, biology, and sat down at my normal seat. I stared at the clock willing it to move faster, for time to speed up so that I could have my free period, and eat lunch. Hey, I was a growing girl and needed some food to fill me up. I was not ever going to go into a diet and start eating salad, because I would end up dying. 

I sighed. More people were filing into the class and noise filled my ears. People gossiping, some already dozing off, the vibrations of cell phones, and a few trying to copy homework before the teacher came into class.

Idly, I started doodling, something that I did very often, when I felt someone sitting next to me. I looked up to see Adrian staring at me with amusement in his eyes, for what I did not know. But one thing is for sure, when I saw him sitting next to me, my heart definitely sped up. 

"What?" I asked. "Why do you look so amused?" 

" Nothing it's nothing." He said, and a smile was playing on his lips.

" What was with the cusses that you said during the movie last night?" He inquired.

I simply shrugged and said, " I was scared. I try to refrain from cussing a lot, but I still do when I'm frustrated, scared, or angry. It's just a habit."

He started laughing and I looked at him curiously. What was so funny? I guess I had that monologue clear on my face because he told me he just found that funny. That didn't make any sense, but I guess it was a joke that once you said out loud, would ruin what was supposed to be funny. I hated when it sounded so good in my head and then it sounded like I was retarded out loud.

We secretly talked the entire class time and I had to admit, I actually had a great time. He wasn't as I had expected. He was super funny, and he was really open. His expressions were so easy to read, that he didn't have to say anything, I could have guessed. It seemed like I've known him since we were kids. Playing in the park, or secretly stealing cookies from the kitchen.

By the time class was over, I was breathing hard from laughing like crazy. This had to be the best class I'd had in my life. It was easy to tune out the teacher and only listen to Adrian.

I finally gained control over my laughing fits and lifted my head to see him smiling gently at me. I could easily melt away in his hands if I had to. 

The rest of the day till lunch was the same as lunch, he'd make me laugh more than I had my whole life, then we'd move on to the next class while copying down our homework from someone else.