Chosen Specialty

Chapter 4 - Mommy

Hey guys it's been a slow day and a horrible day of high school but I pushed through for you guys. I hope you enjoy this chapter XOXO- Alex

Annoyed, angry , and did I mention annoyed . I love getting interrupted in the middle of having mind blowing , earth shattering sex . I haven't had sex in a week and im sexually frustrated. God! I sound like my mother , that thought made me laugh out loud . Then quickly makes me stop when I realize that I'm laughing at the dead .

Sighing I get out of my bed and grab the discarded t-shirt off the floor, then walking to my closet grabbing a pair of leggings. If I'm going to be interrupted from amazing sex then I wanna know why ! I have no clue why I'm angry but I'm gonna go with it .

Walking out of the room I hear two adults arguing very loudly. I know if I interrupt it will be harder on me because he will get angry at me "interrupting work". Instead of making cruise more angry I decided to go sit on the beach, he is going to be there for a while so he won't miss me .

It's chilly outside but it's a bearable chilly if that makes any sense at all. I'm walking barefoot through the white sand looking for a dry place to sit. I finally just give up and sit on the moist sand with my knees to my chest letting the tide soak my feet.

      What is the meaning of him bringing those girls in our home. Am I being selfish? Is he getting bored of me? I just want to know why he finds the need to have them here , there are plenty places to go. The sad part is I kinda don't want them to go. They remind me so much of my mom broken , just broken covered in bruises and scars. Putting my head in my hands I try to imagine what she looked like , but I keep drawing a blank; she was so pretty. She use to sit with me for hours when I couldn't sleep even when I was 14 she always was there, but then she remarried.

He was nice at first always buying me presents and telling me I was special in my own weird way. Once years started to pass he got aggressive, if I would do something he wouldn't like he would smack me or drag me around the house until I had bruises. He called me worthless, a waste of space , and a money hungry whore on a daily basis saying the same three words over and over again.

My mom never saved me she always let him get by with it all until she didn't one day when he shoved his hand up my skirt. Tears are running down my face has I remember that day.

"Come on be a good little whore for me you know you like it " he said his breath stunk of jack Daniels , his favorite . " please leave me alone " I whisper but he wouldn't take no for an answer . Craig grabbed my butt underneath my dress while I sobbed into my hands.

"Be my special whor..." He whisper getting closer and closer to his goal until I heard her. "Get your hands off of her ! " my mother yelled while running towards us pushing him away from me. I weeped in her chest has she stroked my back sending murderous glares towards Craig.

"Get out !" She yelled at him and all I could think about was how much I loved her in this moment . How brave she was for finally standing up to this horror of a man. My mommy was my hero , so I thought .

" bitch this is my house" he says striding up to her grabbing her by her brunette hair so hard that she whimpered. " mom!" I yell grabbing on his arm trying to make him let go of her hair. I pulled and pulled but he was so strong , he shoved me into a wall causing to fall on my knees.

My mom is screaming he is hurting her and I have to save her it's my fault! I look up to see my mom on the floor quivering with Craig standing above her snarling at her. " you don't fucking make the rules I do got it bitch! " he booms I'm surprised the neighbors didn't hear him.