Chapter 14
I looked at him with fearful eyes. He's going to think I am a slut. He will abandon me now he knows I am hell bound. He knows what I am in this house hold of hell. I don't want him to leave me. Why do I not want him to leave me. It's not like we are dating. I then realized, that's what hurt. I was just a girl to him. I friend. Nothing ore. Why did I want him and I to be more. Why did I want there to be an us. It has to be a stage. I couldn't fall for him. It must just e his eyes. They could trick a thousand stars into falling for him. But I am no star. I am but a black hole. Something to be feared. Something that everyone runs away from. And now that Andy knows that. He will run away to.
His eyes met mine. The eyes that made the stars fall. He hugged me tighter to his chest. I lightly pushed away and he loosened his arms a bit in surprise.
"Andy." He tilted his head in reply. "Why haven't you left." I said looking away and standing up walking to the closet and shutting the closet door. I didn't want to face him and all I know how to do is hide. I heard foot steps walk to the door and a tug on the door nob. I held it so he wouldn't get in. He slid down the door with a sigh. I felt him lean against the door. Us back to back. The only thing left between us was the door.
"I won't leave. I wont. I saw what he did you you." He said threw the door. I placed my head in my knees. "Is that who gave you the black eye?" He asked.
"No." I muffled into my knees. "He's not the only one who does this."
"Then who?"
I sniffled a bit then looked up."My mom. But. The one who gave me the black eye. Was Shane." I said. I didn't want to tell him any of this but I was telling him everything.
The next thing I heard was some one walking out the door. I knew he would leave me. I knew it. He just did. I opened up the closet door ready to go get my blade. I didn't want to be here anymore. I stopped and looked up seeing Andy standing there his head down. I walked up to him? "Andy?" I then was pulled into his chest as a gasp left my mouth. I was held there hearing the heartbeat of his heart.
"(Y/N)," I felt his chest vibrate as he spoke. I hummed and he spoke again. "I-" he was cut off with a door slam come from down stares. Mom. I jumped back. He gave me a questioned look and I whispered.
"Mom." I ran to the door and locked it. I looked over at Andy. He smiled and I tilted my head wondering why in hell he would be smiling at this time. "Andy?"
"Lets get out of here." He said smiling. I smiled back slightly then nodded. I hen looked down at what I was wearing and I felt like I needed to change.
"Andy. I don't want to wear this after what just happened. It makes me feel-" I was stopped by a light push into the closet and a smile as I turned around and the doors closed. "ANDY LET ME OUT I THOUGHT YOU WOULDN'T BE LIKE TH-"
"Ssshhhhh. God we are trying to get out not get stuck in. Just change." I heard him say threw the door and I felt stupid. I changed in the closet. Oh and yes. I have a walk in closet. My dad makes a lot. When he isn't drunk. I'm still surprised he isn't fired. Off the topic of that. I looked at everything that I picked out then put them on. I liked this outfit. I sighed hoping I look okay and that Andy doesn't think I'm ugly. I walked out and I saw Andy's jaw drop.
"Am I really that bad?" I ask and he smiled and laughed.
"No you looks amazing." He smiled and I smiled back blushing a bit. STOP BLUSHING. I looked down mentally slapping myself and then looked back up at him. "So....um" He scratched the back of his neck and it was silent. We then heard a loud crash followed by screaming and shouting. I jumped slightly and then ran to the window holding his hand. I opened it and got on to the roof and he followed till there was nothing but the space in between the ground and the roof. "Wait, no tree, not ladder?" He asked and I laughed.
"This isn't a movie. I thought you liked danger." I said and he looked at the ground.
"Yeah but last time I decided to do something like this I broke my ribs." I stopped laughing. Sighed and turned to him.
"Do you trust me?" I asked and he looked up at me. He didn't say a thing. "Do you trust me." I said again and he nodded.
"Of course."
"Then jump." I said as I ran and jumped spreading my my arms out like wings and laughing as I heard Andy panic.
*ANDY'S POV*
I watched as (Y/N) jumped out spreading her arms out like she was flying. I panicked and yelled for her. I ran to the edge of the roof and didn't see her. "Oh god. (Y/N)! Were are you!" I heard a laugh and then saw a hammock looking things swing a few feet under me and he on it smiling and laughing. My heart was pounding like it would beat out of my chest. I grabbed at y chest and looked at her. "Don't. Do that." I said panting from fright. She just giggled.
"Awe come on. I was only having fun." She smirked and looked at me "Awe does someone care about me?" She still smirked and I opened my mouth to say something but I heard heavy angry foot steps come up the stares fro the open window. I closed the window and ran back to (Y/N). I looked at her and she jumped of the hammock thing and looked up at me. "Jump." She said I shook my head "GOD DAMN IT ANDY JUST-" I ran and jumped onto the thing and she smiled. I looked at her. she was only about one or two more feet down I could jump this easy now. I jumped and she pulled on a rope sending the hammock to god knows where and running. I followed.
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Heavens Fallen Angel [Andy Biersack x Reader]
FanfictionWhen all seems hopeless and broken you only have your pains to fill in the gap but when two new guys go to your school one will change your life and show you a different way